Songs for the Random

Sorry

I'm hanging on to the rope, but it's just a little thread.
I'm trying to make you smile while you lay in that bed.
I know I said some things that caused all of your tears.
Please put down the knife, I said I'm sorry, don't you hear?
If I could go back in time, back when I could call you mine.
I would've said, "Let's be friends." Then I wouldn't have to rhyme.
All the pain that I caused, I don't think that it's right.
I should've said goodbye to you, not pull you in to me so tight.
It's my fault that you're bleeding there, fighting to stay alive.
I wish I could replace you, that way you don't take the dive.
Stay alive, live old friend, please don't try to meet your end.
I'm sorry that I killed your glow.
But there's something you should know.
Back when you would hold me close, take away all of my pain.
That was the light of my life, now it's nothing but a stain.
I try to walk away from it, but it follows like a dog.
I try to run away instead, but it's blinding like a fog.
Even though things turned bad, honestly I can't be sad.
But I don't want you to go, stay a while, breath for me.
If not for me, then for her, and all of them that make you see.
Life is like a gift, it's the present, it's reality.
It's the difference between life or death, traps, and fatalities.
Secretly there's something there.
Hidden in a mind so bare.
Two lovers laughing with no care.
Honestly, I'm kinda scared.
Long ago that was me, that was you, that was we.
Now it's just a bear trap, threatening to confine me.
The daggers in a word can pierce you deeper in a fingersnap.
What about three little words that make your whole body snap.
If I could change a single day, I would take all of your pain.
You don't deserve those cuts, you deserve fortune and fame.
I wish I could give you all, but I can only say some words.
Maybe in a way they can take away all of the hurt.
I'm sorry that I can't do more, honestly I'm kinda sad.
I wish this never happened, but I don't regret what we had.
But look at the moon.
It's shining in your room.
As it shines remember, I'm here watching too.
And I know what you're going through.
Remember, that was me, all those months ago.
Take a look at me now, no more pain, just a golden glow.
I can't say that I'm not affected, actually I really am.
But if I can make you smile, then I really don't give a damn.
I want you happy, not cutting until you die.
The past is in the past, it's time to fix those wings and fly.
But look at this now, you've got one hell of a story.
Of a friend that cut and bled and a damsel that screamed sorry.