Songs for the Random

Silent Scream (My version)

Make sure to start the thing first.

I'm drowning in my own self-pity,
And losing myself in the dark.
I cut myself until the bleeding
Is the only thing that heals my heart.

I'm trying to forget those moments
Where I let everyone down.
Try to be the perfect, smiling daughter.
Try to wear a crown.

But the storm inside is taking me.
Don't you see that I'm blowing away?
I can't remember to breathe.
No words left to say.

Just leave me be, let me cry.
I deserve the pain I feel inside.
And I hope one day you'll finally see.
Who I am, in my heart, is where I need to be to start.
And I hope so hard that you never hear
My silent scream.

Everyday I wear a mask
To hide the pain I feel.
But everytime I wear a new one,
I forget what's real.

But the storm inside is taking me.
Don't you see that I'm blowing away?
I can't remember to breathe.
No words left to say.

Just leave me be, let me cry.
I deserve the pain I feel inside.
And I hope one day you'll finally see.
Who I am, in my heart, is where I need to be to start.
And I hope so hard that you never hear
My silent scream.

Can't you see that I tried to help?
But I can't because I always fail.
I'm stuck in my own head.
My blood on my white bed.
Goodbye, I'll see you one day.

Just leave me be, let me cry.
I deserve the pain I feel inside.
And I hope one day you'll finally see.
Who I am, in my heart, is where I need to be to start.
And I hope so hard that you never hear
My silent scream.

The silent scream.