I Can't Believe It [South Park] (Stan x Kyle)

Chapter 1

Stan POV

I was walking to my bus stop and Cartman, Kenny, and Kyle were already there talking. I walked up to them and stood next to Kyle. They just kept talking, didn't even bother saying hi to me or anything. It is like I'm not even here. I poked Kyle on the shoulder. He just pushed my hand away and kept talking. "Kyle?" I said "Kyle!" I said a bit louder "KYLE!" I screamed he turned around to me "Damn Stan, shut the fuck up. I'm trying to talk here. Go do something else" he said harshly and turned back around and kept talking. I felt the worse feeling in my chest right when he said that. I felt tears prick my eyes as they started to burn. I rubbed my eyes and ran home. I ran into my room and threw off my jacket shoes and backpack and jumped on my bed digging my head into the pillow and crying. It hurt so much to hear him say that. More then it normally would if he said something mean to me.

For the past few days Kyle has been ignoring me. I try to talk with him and when I force him to he gets pissy and yells at me. I'm not even going to bother trying to talk with him or ask what's wrong. I asked and tried to help him yet, he ignored me. I've been crying my eyes out not even bothering to get out of bed everyday. It's only the 4th grade. Nobody will even notice. People barley talk to me anyways or even notice I'm there. Nobody will care or notice at all if I don't go.

Kyle POV

I have been ignoring Stan a lot lately and screaming at him when he forced me to talk to him, or when he tried to ask whats wrong and says he can help me. I just can't talk to him. I can barley watch him be with Wendy. I get to jealous when I see Stan and Wendy together. I've been thinking a lot. I've learned that I do love Stan. I've been ignoring him trying to get ride of these feelings for him. I can't go barley an hour without thinking about him. He hasn't come to school for a few days and I'm starting to get really worried. Did I ruin everything because I can't suck up my feelings and hang out with my bestfriend? No that's stupid, If I loved Stan I would tell him. Would I? I pushed my thoughts to the back of my head. I walked into class and saw Stan's seat empty, again. I am really starting to worry about him. I mean, he would do anything for me. He risked his life for me a few times before. I hope he didn't do anything really stupid. I sat in my seat and kept looking at the door. Hoping to see Stan walk inside. He never did, the rest of the day I would barley crack a smile or even talk to anybody.

After school, I ran all the way to Stan's house. I knocked at the door and Stan's dad, Randy opened the door. "Oh Hello, Kyle, what are you doing here?" he say moving out of the door way and motioned a hand to let me in. "I-Is Stan home right now, sir?" I said looking up the stairs and at Stan's bedroom door that was closed. "Stan has been up in that room for days, refusing to go to school. He won't even open his door unless he needs to go the bathroom or is hungry. You're his bestfriend right? Could you go talk to him? I'm really worried about him... I have no clue what he is doing up there. Even Shelly is starting to worry about him. She has been asking me and Stan's mom why Stan is in his room and never comes out." Randy said closing the door "I see.... I'll try to talk to him" I said walking up the stairs. I walked up to Stan's bedroom door and knocked a few times. "What the fuck do you want? I'm not coming out" I heard Stan say quietly yet, sort of sad.

"I-It's Kyle, could you let me in Stan?" I asked hopefully "Kyle?, so now you talk to me, huh?, you have been ignoring me for weeks" Weeks? It's really been weeks? It has felt like only days "I'm sorry Stan, I was dealing with some stuff and I.... I.... I want to say sorry for ignoring you this whole time Stan. I really am!" I said with my head down. I heard his door unlock and he pulled it open. His hair was really messy and everywhere. His PJ's were dirty and messy. His eyes were barley open and he had bags under his eyes.

"What the fuck, Kyle? You don't talk to me or anything. You could have told me something came up and you were thinking about something." He said rubbing his eyes. "I'm sorry, Stan. I just..... couldn't talk to you at the time." "YET! YOU COULD TALK TO THAT FATASS CARTMAN AND KENNY HUH!" he screamed his face turning lightly red. "Listen Stan, it was something about you and, I just couldn't talk to you at the time because I couldn't stop thinking. I thought if I ignored you these 'things' would go away. It only bad it worse. I hate seeing you like this, Stan" I said blushing brightly. Stan stared at be blankly and blushed. I blushed also, I walked up close to him and hugged him tightly. After a second he hugged back "I missed you, Kyle....." I smiled "I missed you too, Stan"

It has been a few days and Stan, Kenny, Cartman and I are all going camping soon. It's going to be a two month vacation because the school is shut down. I was really happy for it, Stan and I saved up money for Kenny to come with us. Cartman doesn't give two shits still.