I got this idea from their song Where You Are, I hope you guys like it! Even more because it's the first imagine back! Please don't be afraid to request one, I really love writing personal ones for you!
"Babe, I want to end it while I'm on the tour. I just don't think it would be a good idea for us to be together while I'm traveling all over meeting fans. I still love you, don't think I don't, I just think it will be better this way."
"Dana, please don't do this. We can work it out, I will do anything to make it work during tour."
"I'm sorry, I love you, I'll see you in three months when we have a stop here." He kisses my forehead, turns, and walks away from me.
I go home and fall right asleep, I don't want to deal with this right now.
I wake up the next morning and go downstairs to find everyone else gone. You would think with a family of seven, that someone else would most likely be home, but nope. They never are, I just never notice it because I always have Dana with me. I miss him so much and it hasn't even been a full day without him. I know he said that it isn't a breakup as in he doesn't like me anymore, and he just thinks it's best for the tour. I do know that I can't wait until I see him again.
I sit around the house for most of the day, occasionally texting my friends, trying to act as if nothing is wrong, but I'm pretty sure they can tell something is wrong. Tomorrow I have to go to the airport and send the guys off. I'm not as upset to say goodbye to Gabe and Cole tomorrow because I will still have contact with them. Once we say goodbye and they board the plane, Dana doesn't want to have any contact with me. He thinks it will be less painful for him, even though he's confident it won't be very painful for him because he will see me three months anyway.
Part of me is really mad at Dana for doing this. He just keeps telling me it's going to be easier for him, but he hasn't even thought of me or asked me how I feel about it. I don't understand how he ca act like everything will be fine and this isn't going to be hard at all. I sleep for most of the day because I don't want to spend time thinking about what tomorrow is going to bring.
I wake up the next morning to see Cole standing over me.
"Cole? What's wrong? Is Dana okay?"
"Shhh, everything is okay, we just have to go to the airport. Go change and my mom is going to drive us."
I nod and go upstairs, changing, and washing my face so I can wake up a bit before I have to face Dana. I go back downstairs with my phone and walk out to the car silently with Cole. The car ride to the airport wasn't too long, but it felt like an eternity because none of us talked. I know Cole told his mom about what's happening between Dana and I. She usually asks me about him right away and she just keeps giving me pity looks. I can't even be mad at her though, I probably look like shit right now. We get out and I help Cole with his luggage while his mom says goodbye, she says she's just going to wait outside for me. Apparently Cole didn't want me to find my own ride home and wanted to make sure I actually got home tonight.
Cole and I walk in and we immediately see Gabe. We head over to him and he meets me and gives me a hug. I can't go any further than this point because I don't have a ticket, and they like to spend as little time in the public area, not that I blame them. I hug him back and hide my face in his shoulder.
"It's gonna be okay I promise. If you need anything, if it gets bad, just call us, we will book a flight home within the next hour. You come before our tour." I look up at Gabe and bite back the thought I was having.
