Dear Lost Love

Dear lost love #5

Dear lost love,

You have been on my mind a lot lately.  I really can't stop thinking about you. You creep into every thought of mine like a shadow that follows my every move. It doesn't even matter what I'm doing or who I am with, it is always you. My brain knows that I shouldn't love you this much but my heart cannot do anything but that.   You are not good for me, but no matter how hard I try, i can't help but want to be stuck in a moment with you, frozen in place where darkness always seemed to be replaced by your light. Everything just feels so right when I am with you. Its like nothing else matters, but me and you. You make me smile on days when all I want to do is cry. You make me strong. I love you so much that I can't bear to think of what life would be like if I didn't find you. I can't remember who I was before you. I will never let you go. I love you. This may sound like a love letter but I can assure you that this is not. This is goodbye. May the lost love be found again, in another life, may we meet again.