Together Once Again

Chapter 15

Warning: For people with depression and or struggle with self harm and get trigger by those things read with caution

Your pov
After you hung up the phone you put your hair into a messy bun and then slipped on your slippers.

You headed downstairs and walked into the kitchen grabbing a container of Ice cream and two spoon.

You then headed over to Jimin's and stood in front of his door hesitantly.

"Here it goes y/n.." You said and took a deep breath before walking in.

"Look I get we have some issues right now but let's talk?" You asked and then held out the ice cream with an awkward smile.

You heard a laugh and then the ice cream was took from your hands.
"Remind me why I was mad at you again?" He asked before pulling you into a tight hug.

You hugged him back tightly and squeezed your eyes shut.

You felt butterflys in your stomach as you guys held each other.

It was quiet and peaceful. You didn't want to interrupt that so you just stayed silent as you hugged Jimin back.

Small sniffles were heard and you looked up.

He was crying.

"Oh no Chim don't cry!" You said and pulled the sleeves of your sweater down using them to wipe his tears.

He then looked at you sadly.
"Please don't leave me like Nari did.. please." He whispered brokenly.

Your heart shattered.

"Jimin.." You said and touched his cheek softly. "I'm not like her I won't ever leave you."

He then began to cry more and he held onto your sleeve. "That's exactly what she said when she took her life."

Your body went numb.

You couldn't believe the words that came out of Jimin's mouth.

"Jimin... what happened?" You asked. Not sure if you heard what he said right you just wanted to make sure what he said was true.

He sat on the couch and put his head in his hands.

"It was our anniversary..."

He lost his love on his anniversary too..

"S-she was bullied when me and her got together. She use to selfharm and tried committing suicide. I was just her friend then. But at the hospital she confessed her love to me and then I realized how deeply in love I was with her.

All her scars I came to love. Everything about her.
As we dated she became stronger.. that's why I thought.

Years went by .. 5 to exact.
I was so stupid that I didn't see that she was starving and still hurting herself.

I was so stupid...

She believed what everyone had said about me.

That I was with her for her body or that I was just doing it out of pity.

I wasn't! But she didn't understand that.

I went to her house the night of our 5 year anniversary.

Her parents were out of town for their own.

She wasn't in her room and I couldn't find her.

I then went into the bathroom and found my poor baby lifeless in the tub."