The Quiet Ones || Ziam Twin Au || ON HOLD

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I know all of you hate me rn but it's just how this story is going to be

Also I entered the Wattys; a bit out of my league yes I know but i guessed I should just go for it! Guys please keep reading this story and voting and commenting so that it might get trending okay? I love you all!

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Zayn

James ends up in my house, again. We're currently spooning in my bed. He's the big spoon. I can't help but want to go again, after two rounds. My heart clenches at the thought as guilt fills my chest. Liam deserves better. But I can't help myself. I don't know.

I turn around to face James. His eyes seem tired.

"I missed you" I whisper, touching my nose against his. He smiles and pecks my lips.

"I missed you too" He says, and guilt is raising inside me as I start thinking about Liam again, I pull  away abruptly from James, and sit up taking my head into my hands.

"Thinking about him?" James asks and I want to glare at him, but this is just as much my fault as it is his. I don't know what to say to him. He gets up as well and moves closer and shifts me so that I'm sitting on him. I bury my head in his neck.

"We can't do this again" I say, and I don't want to say it because I want him all the time. I want to be his boyfriend, because I like him but I like Liam too - alot.

"I know" He breathes out. And I look at him, my gaze shifts to his lips. And I kiss him. I kiss him again and again and again and he kisses me back every single time. I don't realise I'm crying until he brings his hand to my face and wipes it away.

"I hate myself" and I'm sobbing, I never knew I was holding it inside of me, I think the guilt got to me. I sob into James chest and he holds me. It hurts because they're both perfect and I want both. Why am I being so emotional? What is this sudden rush of feelings? I've never felt this way before.

"I should cancel the date with Liam" I say, my voice laced with snot - so attractive. James shakes his head abruptly.

"No way! He's been talking about that date since the past week don't do that to him!"

"Then what should I do?!" I finally snap at him, the look on his face makes me regret it. But I always end up doing things that I regret.

"Zayn, calm down okay?" He stops to look into my eyes and he squeezes my arm in reassurance, "We're all adults here, all we need to do is sit down and face this situation like adults" I stare at him as if he has three heads.

"I know it seems weird, but if you feel for me what I feel for you; then being around eachother will be hard. And keeping what happened today a secret from Liam is bad" James stares at me, as if waiting for me to say something, he looks sad. I don't know why.

"Okay" I say and get up. I look at the clock in my room, 3:15 pm. I walk to my bathroom and start putting on new clothes. When I come back James is already fully clothed. He's looking for his phone on my bed, even doing simple tasks these brothers look like models. What am I going to do?

"I'll see you around?" James asks walking towards me once he's got his phone. His light brown eyes are so different from Liam's dark ones. They're so different yet almost the same.

"Yes" I breathe out, he leans down to kiss me, it's a short innocent kiss, but it still lights my face of fire. He pulls away and smiles, then he leaves. I still stand there for a few minutes before I leave too.

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"Li?" I call out as I walk into the garage, Liam likes fixing cars in his free time, which I think is pretty hot. I don't know, guys and cars together really gets me going. He calls out from underneath the car in the garage.

"Babe!" I smile when I hear his voice, guilt rising in my chest. My boyfriend rolls out from underneath his car and my breath hitches at the sight, he's wearing a white vest which is smudged with grease and so are his shoulders and forehead. His musculer arms are glistening with sweat and I have to control myself from letting out a moan.

"Hey baby" He says as he wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me in for a kiss.

"Not that I mind but what are you doing here? I thought I wae picking you up at 7?" Liam inquires as he rests his forehead against mine, I close my eyes and sigh in contentment. Liam takes all my worries away.

"I just couldn't wait, so I decided to come here this way we'll get ready together." Liam's smile is so big, I think it might break his face.

"You're so amazing" he says, and I feel myself die a little inside at what I did to him.

"Don't you have a car to fix?" I say instead, raising one of my eyebrows. He chuckles and shakes his head.

"How can I concentrate with you around me?" He says and I feel myself blush, damn it.

"Go work I'll be your assistant" He wolf whisles and I roll my eyes.

"What? I've always fantacised about having a stripper assistant" I gasp at that and pull away punching his arm.

"How dare you compare me to a stripper?!"

"Well you are a stripper right? My personal one" Liam says with a smug look on his face, he knows what he's doing because my face is heating up at the thought of our times together. I turn around and start walking out the garage.

"Hey baby don't goo" Liam sings from behind me and starts attacking me with his arms. I try to wiggle out of his hold but he's too strong for me.

"No Liam!! No no no" I start chanting with laughter as he starts tickling me. I hate tickling. It just drains me and Liam knows that.

"Will you stay?"

"YES YES LET ME GO" I scream, he finally lets go and I sit on the ground trying to catch my breath. Two new feet in black nike shoes walk towards us, I look up to see his face.

"Get a room" James says and then he shakes his head and walks inside his and Liam's house. My heart is pounding in my chest. It's practically unbearable. Something crashes inside the house, like the sound of glass hitting the floor, my heart starts beating even faster than it was before.

"I'll be right back" Liam mumbles and runs inside.

I'm still sitting on the ground. Should I go inside? Am I brave enough to face the concequences of what I did?

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