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____________________________________Zayn
I feel myself slowly wake up as the light from my window reaches my eyes. The first thing I notice when I gain conciousness is that I'm more sweaty than usual. As I try stiring, a pain shoots through my lower back and I finally notice the arms around my waist, spooning me.
'no no no no no' my mind starts blaring, I get abruptly and go to the bathroom. I splash water on my face and then look at my stupid reflection.
"No" I breathe out, angry at myself, how could I have done this? why can't I ever control my desires. What the hell is wrong with me?
When I limp back to my room, he's already awake on the bed. It takes a moment for me to realise that I'm stark naked, I vainly try to cover myself as the heat rises to my face and run around to grab something to cover myself. I can feel James's amused eyes trailing on me.
"Why are you covering yourself? We've had sex." He snorts and I glare at him finally getting my hands on a white hoodie on the floor. It's only after I've put it on that I realise the hoodie isn't mine it's James. It's loose and makes me look smaller that I already am, it's as if I'm wearing a dress.
I'm too busy inspecting the hoodie so I don't hear James getting up and making his way towards me. My eyes go wide when he hugs me from the back.
"What the hell are you doing?! You're naked!" I shriek, he only chuckles, his morning voice so deep that my knees go weak. He plants his lips on my neck. I try not to moan.
"You know you like it." He whispers, suddenly I feel hot all over, why does he have this effect on me?
"James" I can't help but moan out his name, his mouth is just a work of art, and he knows exactly how to use it. He places his hand on my neck making me look up as he sucks on it.
"Last night was amazing" James places his lips just next to my ear, "I'd love to do it again"
Scenes fron last night flash in my head, the way James had held, the way he moved inside of my mercilessly, his thrusts and my moans perfectly in sync. My face is red, I know.
"Looks like you enjoyed it as well" He says smugly, gesturing to my limp and squeezing my ass. I whimper because it's still sore. He turns me around and I'm like a doll in his hands obeying every command.
"You're so beautiful" is the only thing he says as he brings his lips to mine, it's such a pure kiss, no lust just passion. I melt into him and wrap my arms around his neck as he deepens the kiss, he places his hand under my thigh and pulls me closer, I run my hands through the back of his head and grip his hair, he's about to pick me up and I know this will lead to a round three, yes we did it twice last night, can you blame me? So I pull away.
"We need to stop" I say and I see him frown, looking at me weirdly.
"Whats wrong?" He asks moving around and starting to get dressed, as I sit down on my bed putting my head in my hands. I contemplate whether to tell him that I have a date with his brother tonight. He's going to hate me, I'm going to hate me and them he'll tell Liam and Liam's going to hate me. I groan in frustration.
"Zayn, are you okay?" Just hearing my name leave his lips has my heart racing. But I know I really like Liam, and he asked me out, so I have a shot with him, I cannot waste this away.
"James," I pause looking up into his worried eyes, "we can't do this again, not ever okay?" I see his eyes go wide and hurt flash across them.
"Why?" He asks.
"I'm sorry but" I hesitate, this is it, the best sex I've ever had is going to hate me now.
"But?"
"But I have a date with Liam tonight okay? And I think he really likes me, and I want to be with him. I'm sorry I know I shouldn't have slept with you, but God I don't know" I ramble on and when I look at James my heart breaks, his eyes show nothing but hurt and betrayal, but I can see him trying to mask it.
Before I can say anything else, he just nods and then he leaves, making me want to die and wonder if he'll tell Liam or not.
***
I sit down on my sofa, it's currently 5 pm, I have my date with Liam in two hours. But I'm feeling like shit, ever since James left I've been sulking around the house, and I didn't even bother taking his hoodie off. It's comfortable and it smells like him. Pathetic, I know. Especially because I spent a good hour looking at all the hickeys on my body and recalling their making. My hair is still a mess from all the tugging and pulling. I smile at the memories, he was so gentle, he touched me as if I was made of china. I hit myself on the head, I should not be thinking about that. I look over to Izumi sitting beside me.
"What am I going to do Izumi?" she doesn't even bother looking at me. I roll my eyes, i'm used to her neglect.
The door bell rings, I groan why is this person making me walk? I open the door not expecting Liam to be standing there smiling widely.
"Hey Zayn" He says, but his smile falls a little as he takes in my demeanor. I try smiling at him.
"Hey" I gesture him to come in, "what brings you hear so early?"
"I don't know I just couldn't wait so i thought I'd help you get ready" Liam says smirking, I roll my eyes at him and sit down next to Izumi. He sits down across me and thats when I notice the frown on his face.
"What?" I ask, suddenly feeling self concious under his stare. Because his eyes are trailing over my fresh hickeys. My heart suddenly starts to pound.
"Nothing..." He trailes off, but then starts again, "James owns a hoodie just like that"
His words make my eyes go wide.
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Fanfiction[ON HOLD] Everyone has one person they fall in love with, Zayn has two. •Payne Twins• published; 19 may 2016