Forbidden Love (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 18

Louis' POV

"Hey." He greeted, inclining his head towards me.

I didn't know how to react. Do I say hi back? Do act innocent or bad? Oh shit I couldn't think! The silence stretched.

"Hi, Harry." I choked out, regretting my words. I sounded scared.

Oh god, he's putting me in a frenzy.

I sat up, the covers around me and he inched closer.

Closer,

And closer.

Till he was just a hands width away from me. He sat on the bed near my waist and looked at me.

I felt as though his eyes were penetrating through my very soul and I squirmed in discontent.

"Louis." He said simply, putting a hand on my leg.

Lord, help me.

The silence was so loud.

"I love you." He breathed.

"And I.. I don't want to lose you. Please tell me why you're acting like this. If you tell me we're a mistake, I'll understand. But... then why did you give me a love bite? You're confusing me and I don't want to get the wrong signals. "

I was at a loss for words.

If I tell Harry...

If I don't tell Harry...

"I..." I started,

My happiness.

Harry's happiness.

My selfishness.

For the greater good.

How do I choose between my head and heart?