Crushing is a Pain

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It's been a while since I've been to feel that thing you call "crushing". Me? I'm human, it's normal.. but I wasn't expecting to be so hurt.

Hurt. Why do you cost so much in crushing? I was fine without liking another human, yet I lie here waiting for a response, smiling like an idiot. They light me up, but what's the point if I'm unlovable. What's so greasy abhor this human anyways .. what do I find interest in them and why?

Their smile. Their personality. The way they think. So happy, yet I still feel empty .. what is this "love" you speak of?

Confessions are even worse. I might as well just go back listening to IDFC by Blackbear:

"Tell me pretty lies, look me in the face, tell me that you love me, even if it's face."

Isn't an "I like you too" always great to hear. But no. Then boom, "Get cheated on dumbass!", is always a thing?

Eh. Fuck love 🖕 I hate it. I'm an unhappy camper. Screw hormones. Screw this person.

If I could kill love .. I would do it.

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Hmm, can you relate? .. probably. Eh I kind of ranted ish kind of ... weird anyways, Lola is gone peace byee♡

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