Owari no Seraph (Various x Reader)

Forgivness 許し (Mikaela x Ferid's Sister Reader) Part 2

Sorry for taking so long, I just didn't know what to write so this might seem rushed, terrible, awkward and all the characters are VERY ooc.
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How stupid can I get? You screamed in your head as you continued to run. Why is that I always stuff up? Why... Why did I even fall in love with someone like him?

You gritted your teeth, squeezed your eyes shut and pushed Mikaela and what happened earlier out of your mind. He can go die in hell, who cares about what I said! He hates me anyway!

Suddenly you crashed into something tall and muscular causing you to be thrown back violently and smash into a tree. You grimaced faintly before picking yourself up and brushing off the wood splinters and soil that had gotten on your now not so pristine uniform. Once you made sure that you look at least a bit presentable, you looked up.

Crowley was standing a few metres away from you with a look of concern on his handsome features, he hesitated slightly before swiftly walking to you. "(F/N)-san? Are you alright?" He asked while peering down at you scrutinisingly.

You scratched the back of your head sheepishly and smiled ruefully at him. "Yeah, I'm fine."

He frowned at you, obviously not believing what you said. "You've been crying."

"It's nothing!" You waved your hands around, trying to be reassuring but failing miserably. You could feel yourself breaking on the inside.

"Mmmm..."

"Well..." You let your arms drop and curled your hands into fists so tight that your knuckles appeared white. "I d-don't even know anymore." Your voice cracked and you broke down into tears again.

Crowley quickly embraced you and stroked your head soothingly as you cried your heart out (A/N: Does that even make sense?). You were like a younger sister to him (despite him disliking Ferid) so it was painful to watch you be so heartbroken. "Tell me what the problem is (F/N)..." He whispered against your hair.

Soon after those reassuring words left his mouth, you retold the whole story of what happened while you had your forehead pressed to his chest.

To your relief, when you looked up, he didn't appear to be angry or shocked in the least, but instead, to your surprise he grinned. "W-what is it?" You asked as you dried your eyes.

Still smiling like there was absolutely nothing wrong, his scarlet eyes shifted from your teary ones to something behind you. You turned around curiously only to come face to face with a furious Mikaela.

*Mikaela's POV*
I scowled as I watched (F/N) jump back in shock. Jealousy flared inside me, what on earth does she think she is doing by getting all buddy-buddy with Crowley?

I let a snarl leave my lips before I reach across my body towards my sword and grabbed the cold metal hilt. Truth be told, I was beyond just a little bit bothered. First, she tells me that she likes me and then the next minute she runs away to hug other guys?

"Er, no need to get angry Mikaela, I was just going to take my leave." Crowley nonchalantly said before he pried her off him. Or tried to anyway. And failing miserably. (A/N: I don't actually know what Crowley calls Mika so tell me if you do)

He knew what I was thinking huh... He's as dangerous as Ferid. At that thought, my grip on my sword tightened even more.

"Wait Crowley! Please don't gooooooooo!" (F/N) wailed, latching herself onto his arm, "Please don't leave meeeeeeeee!"

I hissed bitingly at Crowley who – at this point – clearly looked like he didn't particularly want to be here.

"I'm going, I'm going... Heh..." He grinned as he finally got her off. Without another word, he quickly disappeared into the diaphanous morning mist with a small teasing smile planted irritatingly on his face.

After I was sure he was gone, I turned back to (F/N) who was crouching and gloomily drawing circles in the damp soil. I continued to stare at her for a while, has she been crying? I was too harsh wasn't I?

I awkwardly kicked at the dew covered ground as I looked down guiltily. "Um, (F/N)... san?"

"...Mmmm?"

*Third Person POV*
"...Mmmm?" You hummed glumly.

"I'm sorry..."

"There's no need to be." You answered shortly.

"But... I called you crazy..."

"Which is pretty true."

"And... And you're fine with that?" He asked.

"Obviously not." You snapped.

There was an awkward silence, neither of you made a move in doing or saying anything to the other.

Finally, you had enough. "What do you want?"

"I want to apologise."

"You already did, why are you still here?"

He hesitated before whispering. "Ne, (F/N)-san... Were you serious when you said you liked me?"

You finally let your eyes meet Mikaela's. "Why would I joke about it?" You said hollowly.

"I like you too, you know."

"What?!"

He gave a strained smile. "Really."

"Why would you like me though? Your family... died... because of me..." You gritted your teeth in frustration.

"You don't have too ask for forgiveness. I was angry at first, but it really wasn't your fault. The main reason why I never talked to you probably was because I thought there was no way you could love me and because I was scared that I would lose you too." Then he smiled. Not the fake smile that looked more like a grimace he usually gave, but a full bright smile. "Don't leave me 'kay."

He almost looked like how he once was. Happy. Even in this cruel, cruel world.

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A/N:
I am cringing at how ooc the characters are. I know this is absolutely horrible, I just did not know what to write and this happened to be the result. I promise this is not how I usually write.

For the past few weeks I had a crazy amount of tests so I didn't get much time to write so I'll try my best to update more now. (Key word: TRY)