NIALL'S POV
I sat watching golf as my wife Ariana walked in from her work. She looked tired and dropped her computer bag; sitting next to me.
"Harry come over today?" She asked.
She knew about me and Harry; I told her a few days before we got married and we were planning not to after I said it. She took it well; and wanted me and Harry together. But we couldn't be, and my mum kept pushing the wedding so I had no other choice.
If me and Harry did end up public; and out to my mum and Liz and my brother Greg it would go wrong for him; I'd be fine. I know that sounds weird, cause she's my mum.
But I don't need her; if she dropped me as her son I'd be fine, I have a good stable job which would keep me financially wealthy; well enough to live in a small apartment and only have enough money for fast food; but I could live like that and I wouldn't have to deal with the guilt eating up in me over keeping my sexuality from my mum and hooking up with my baby sister's fiancé.
But for Harry, if she finds out; he'll loose everything. She gave him an offer to go to music school so he can become a music teacher like he wants to be; he'd loose that since my uncle is the owner of the university. His mum would loose her job at my parents company; which would make her go into debt and I know he doesn't want that for his mum; he loves her so much.
That's why I won't come out to her; because sooner or later they'll find out I'm with Harry and I can't do that to my baby. I don't want to watch him fall because of me.
I don't regret hooking up with Harry; I don't regret wanting him so badly. We need to tell my mum at some point; we can't keep living like this but I know he's gonna keep our relationship secret till the day he dies; and it's something I have to live with.
"Yeah; he says he doesn't want to continue though." I said, "kind of worried that he won't cause of the wedding but I know he will."
"Is it gonna be weird to have him as your brother in law?" She asked pulling the blanket off me and onto herself.
"It's weird to have you as my wife. Don't think it'll change much though, he loves me and my dick." She giggled at my statement then her phone buzzed; she picked it up and read the text.
"Liz wants us to go on a double date with her and Harry tomorrow; she also wants me and her to go on a road trip for the week. Looks like you're right; you get him for the week." She said, smiling at me.
"I guess so, you wanna order pizza?"
"Yes. Pizza sounds great."
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