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harry's pov

Today, I have decided to take it upon myself to finally tell my mom about the pregnancy. It's going to be so hard to tell her and she isn't going to understand. She's a little smarter than Niall's parents, and I'm so afraid of her asking me questions I don't want to answer. 

Niall really wants to tell people, and I can't let that happen. I've had to think this over so much, but it's just not good. I need to do what's best for my child. I want them to succeed and have what I didn't have. 

A home, with food on the table, and a good school, and just things. I want to be able to provide as much as I can for them. I know money isn't the answer to happiness, but this isn't my happiness I'm on about. This is my child's happiness instead. And they don't need to know who their actual other parent is. 

I mean as long as they don't, I'm sure they'll be pretty happy. 

I always thought when I was younger about having kids that I wouldn't ever have one. We moved around too often with my grandma; I was also way too poor and felt like I was low in life. Then Liz came along, and I can't tell you if I actually did love her then, I mean I really don't right now. But she gave me a scene of comfort like she made me realise that maybe someone will love me, not just for my money. 

Not that she loves me for any of the right reasons, I'm pretty sure she's only with me because I'm the only guy who can be nice to her that isn't her brother. But I was raised that way, I have always been kind; It's just how I give to the world.

I hear a knock on the door taking my attention away; I turn my show off to go and open the door, I was instantly greeted with a warm smile from my mother, which I returned. 

She came in for a hug and I hugged her back. "It's so nice to see you." She says in my ear, letting go of me and staring at me. "Last time I saw you, you were getting married. Now you're just- this all happened so fast, Harry. Where'd my little boy go?" She started tearing up, I just rolled my eyes and stepped out of the way to let her inside. 

"Speaking of growing up, I have something to tell you, mum." I proclaim. 

She sits down, "Oh no is this what I think it is?" 

"I'm pregnant," I state. 

She shakes her head, "You mean Liz is pregnant?" 

"No-No mum, I'm pregnant. I'm carrying a baby."  I acknowledge. 

She stares at me in disbelieve; "Harry, I'm okay with you being gay, but cheating?!" 

"I'm not cheating on her." Here comes the lies. "It's her baby, I used her eggs." 

"Harry, I've read about these pregnancies, you need a sperm, there's no way you could've used her eggs." She said, "I mean if it is her baby I guess you could of used Niall or Greg's-" 

"That's what I meant. I used Niall's sperm." I say, "But it's Liz's baby." At least that's not totally a lie. 

"Well! That's great news then hunny. I'm sure you're going to be a great dad! Are you sure Liz is the right one though?" 

"I did marry her," I reply. 

She nods, "I guess that is true. Oh man, am I that old? I can't believe I'm going to be a grandma."

"Yeah, isn't that great mum?" I suggest. 

"It sure will be." 



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