SKIN

" aren't you scared?"

  A woman got up and came to me.

„omg are you okay, who was that?"

I was looking down and crying. Then I slowly looked up to her. I fake smiled.

„Yas I'm okay don't worry"

„okay but he just threw you on the ground, who was that?"
She looked kinda worried.

„umm he is my boyfriend,"
I lied.

„dang and you're still happy with him?"

I smiled at her and answered.

„he has a disorder he can't control himself."

I got up and pulled my hair back.

„but didn't he just said he would kill you?!"

I looked at her and I was so frustrated that I just told her the truth

„actually you know what, he isn't my boyfriend he is a psycho I barely know, trying to ruin my life. But I still care about him even after this because he has no idea what he is doing and I'm hurt to see how much he suffers. I think behind that monster is a nice guy who loves his family."

A tear rolled down my cheek because I thought about Grayson.

„wait a psycho? Do you mean one of these in "the street"??"

I looked at her pretty confused.

„I think so "

„Wait was that .D.??"

„ I think so..... "

„omg he should be in jail, and u still care about him. dude do you what he did ?!"

I couldn't deal talking about him and this situation anymore so I just left, I picked my cookie and my sandwich and got out.

I cried so hard walking down the street, I couldn't even explain to myself why. I'm so emotional and i hate it.

I didn't know if I should tell Grayson what happened, I think I should probably tell him. I decided to walk to Grayson's house and tell him right away.

„Lucia!"

I heard someone screaming my name and I exactly knew it was Chris. I turned around. I saw how
he was running towards me.

„leave me alone Chris!"

„Lucia please listen, I'm sry I couldn't control myself."

„ wait you are judging Ethan because he can't control himself because he has a disorder and you treat him like shit, but it's okay if you drug yourself and do bad things?!"

„Lucia I didn't kill anyone! I'm not a monster like him."

„ you tried to rape me?! That's enough! And u hurt me."

„but I didn't kill you!"

„ oh so it's not that bad just because you didn't kill me!? You are an idiot!! You know what I wished u killed me! It's so fucked up to live in the same world as people like you.."

I looked Chris right in the eyes, and then just turned around and walked away.

I walked straight to Grayson's house and ringed the doorbell. I was so close to just brake down.

Luckily Grayson opened the door. I think he noticed my tear filled eyes. Because he grabbed me right away and pulled me into a hug. I felt so save.

„what happened?"
Grayson asked me still hugging me.

I pulled back and we went inside. We set in the kitchen, no one was at home.