SKIN

Sweet killer ?

„ you can't just say that the "real" Ethan is not existing anymore!"

Grayson looked at me and stood up.

„Lucia I now you care about him, but you can't help him and if you are here for him you will get attached to him. And it will hurt when you see him like this."

My eyes filled up with tears, then I closed my eyes and the tears rolled down my face.

I felt how Grayson came closer and hugged me.

I lifted my hands and hugged him Back,I put my Head on his shoulder  And cried even more.

I felt so protected in his arms.

„thank you Grayson"

He let me go.

he lifted my head with one hand and looked in my eyes.

„it's okay, sometimes you really can't do anything about some stuff. But I think Ethan really appreciates you well the real Ethan and I do too."

„thank you so much Grayson. I can't tell you how much you mean to me. I first thought you were a creepy dude.

He laughed.

„haha, i was."

„was?! U still are."

We started laughing.

„don't worry about bad things Lucia, at some point of your life something happens and you can't change it, it's normal."

I am so Happy that I have Grayson.

Grayson went to the DVD player and got the DVD out, he handed it to me.

„I'll give this to you. You don't need to wach it if you don't want to."

I looked at the DVD. I think I'm not ready to watch the whole video.

„ I need to go now, my mum is doing food, I don't want to miss it.
Stay save"

„bye"

Then he left.

I got back in my room and set on my bed and started watching a movie.

„Lucia come down!!! There is your friend outside.
My Mum screamed from downstairs.

I paused my Movie. Grayson probably forgot something.

I went down stairs and opened the door. 

But it wasn't Grayson. I saw a shaking Ethan standing there with Roses and a little note card.

As he saw me he started reading the card.

„oh hey Lucia... umm.. I'm here to give you these... i....i im really sorry for everything.... fuck forget this shit."

He threw the card away.

„ I'm sry for scaring you. I'm sry I'm not really good at talking... I never talk to girls or humans in general."

He smiled and gave me the roses.

I smiled.

„thank you Ethan, umm wanna come in ?"

„oh Yas of course"

„did you run away again?"

„kinda Yas I should be at the psychologist but I told her I did something bad, so they neded to put my in the special cell."

„ aha ok, umm let's go upstairs."

„oh okay"

I showed him were my room is.
He smiled at my room. I think he didn't see for a long time a Normal room.

„I was watching a movie, wanna join?"

„oh Yas I didn't see movies for years.

We both set on my bad and watched the movie.

A couple minutes went by.

„fuck the movie." Ethan said and grabbed me.

And kissed me I was shocked at first but idk why I kissed back. He was holding my head. Then he started kissing my neck.

I thought he could kill me in that moment but I didn't care.

He gave me a couple of hickeys down my neck. But he was so gentle I cold never imagine he killed people.

He then stop.

„what am I doing?! I'm so sorry. He got up and left.

Well I just made out with a  psycho killer.... fuck