SKIN

Should i kill him..

I was just sitting there.

I just freaking made out with Ethan. what the hell is wrong with me?!

I don't know what to do or say. Should I tell Grayson..

I got up from my bed and set on one of the chairs near my window.

What if Ethan just wants to hurt me...
I didn't know what to do after he kissed me. he looked like he regretted that he kissed me..

I stared blankly outside and was really trying not to cry.

„Jo Lucia sup?"

I heard Grayson's voice behind me.

I turned around and saw him standing with a worried look in his face.

„oh gray, wait tf you doing here?!"

He rolled his eyes.

„why do you look like you just saw a Monster?"

„well I did-"

„Ethan was here?!"
He raised his voice.

„yas"

„did He do something to you?!"

„we..we kissed.."
I looked down so I don't need to look in Grayson's eyes.

„well done Lucia, you are next.
Don't think he loves you. Don't forget what he did--"

„-- it wasn't him!! .D. did terrible things not Ethan!!

„it's the same FUCKING person Lucia!! You can't change that fact! Ethan is .D. He can't control it . He will hurt you.

„he never really hurt me!! U don't know anything!"

He took off his jacket and lifted his shirt.
„What are you--"
He reviled his toned body. He had a scar near his V line.

„how did you get that?"

„I trusted Ethan I didn't want to realize that he could freak out and hurt me until this one special day. I knew Ethan is a good boy and I trusted him, his my twin brother I can't just stop talking to him. But one night we were just arguing and he just freak out and took a knife and tried to stab me.he kinda did it. But not that deep."

„I didn't know that.."

„Lucia in not trying to talk trash about my only friend I ever had. I love him more then anything and it freaking hurts me. But you know what, it would hurt me too If he hurts you. The only one who wants to talk to me and likes me."

„I'm such an idiot.. but i felt safe. Ethan made me feel so safe but at the same time I was freaking out."

Grayson grabbed me and hugged me... as always when I'm an idiot and I cry.

„I don't know what to do, Ethan is the cutest and .D. is just this killer in ihm..."

„don't think too much.."
Grayson said

„I'll try it.."

„okay I'm gonna leave now I shouldn't be here."

he took his jacket and left.

I just set on my bed really trying not to think.

After 15 minutes just sitting there my phone started to ring.

I answered.

„hello?"

„hey Lucia, Chris here"

„what do you want"

„well .D. Keeps running away."

„that's not my problem Chris"

„well since you playing girlfriend and boyfriend. It should."

„he just protected me from your drunk ass. Shouldn't you get tied up to something and never get out? you freaking asshole."

„well you probably never gonna see Ethan ever again, he gets in the "cell" and we thought he is so crazy. So we wanted to hand him to the police but I thought I had a better idea we will keep him in this freaking nasty cell.

And bc he killed and doesn't change. I will kill him like a freaking wild animal because he is a dangerous animal. And make it look like suicide.. it's just the right thing baby."

„LISTEN YOU FREAKING PIECE OF SHIT. You will regret what ever you do to Ethan. TRUST ME."

„honey I will send you some videos of how I prepare him for his death.. dose this reminds you of something? Ahh Yas he did the same thing to a girl. He deserves this."

„he didn't wanted to do this! he hates what he did and he can't control what he does."

„don't worry u have still time to visit. Bye"

I just started to cry and punching my pillow....

HI PEOPLE. It was really hard for me to write this story because it has the word "suicide" someone of my family died bc of suicide and I'm really frustrated when I see that word but I feel better now. IM SRY THAT I WASNT ACTIVE..