Heart's Desire

14

The door open revealing Harry, Zayn’s body immediately detaches mine like we are the magnets of opposite poles, he is on his feet’s within seconds followed be me. Harry looks at his best friend and then at me. I am so embarrassed because harry saw me and Zayn so close.  Zayn looks at me and walks towards harry at the door. Harry holds his hand up to stop Zayn. How did harry even enter the house? I guess he has an extra key at last they are best friends.

“Grace! What are you doing here??!” Harry’s voice fills the large room. His face is unreadable; I can’t tell if he is angry or just asking casually. I should be answering his question but I don’t know what to say.

“She came here to tutor me for maths. What are you doing here? I thought you were hanging out with Louis” Zayn answers for me.

While they talk I take the chance to admire Harry’s appearance he is dressed in a plain white t-shirt which shows off his tattoos underneath. He is wearing a tight black jeans and brown boots. His hair is a little fuzzy but it looks incredibly sexy. My eyes move to his pink lips. The way they move while he talks. The way they move when we kiss….

Oh god! I have to stop thinking about the kiss. I am surprised by my own thoughts because I have worked so hard not to think about our passionate yet hot kiss for last two days. But here I am standing awkwardly near Zayn’s bed  and staring at Harry’s lips.

I don’t even pay attention to what they are talking. My thoughts are disturbed when harry speaks..

“Grace Can I talk to you for a minute??” Harry walks towards me, I look at Zayn.

“Alone” Harry says to Zayn.  Zayn gives me a last look and leaves the room closing the door behind him. I still don’t know if harry has told him that we used to date.

Harry is just two feet away from me. I have to control myself and not kiss him again. I am still angry at him because of our last talk.

“What’s wrong??” I ask him and cross my arms over my chest.

“What are you doing in Zayn’s bedroom?? I saw you guys were about to kiss!” He asks.

“So?” I answer him and pick at my nail, showing him that I am least interested in this conversation. Harry grabs my arm so that I am forced to look at him.

“So?! So why the hell were you going to kiss him? What are you fucking him now?!” His voice raises and I am scared now. His eyes never leave mine. The more I stare at him the more he scares me

“What? No. Harry leave me you are hurting me” I shout at him, he loosens his grip and I jerk my arm away from him. My skin is burning because of him touch I rub my hand over it.

“Oh yeah right. Maybe you are just using him to make me jealous just like you used Tyler to make me jealous right? But guess what grace I know you better than you think” He smirks and my head shoots up. How does he know about it?

“That is not what I am doing! Maybe I like Zayn that’s why I wanted to kiss him. But why do you care, don’t say that you know me. You don’t know me just like I don’t know you!” I shout at him. His face twists in anger and I know mine mirrors his.

“Don’t talk to me like that!!” He screams louder than me and takes a step forward. I hope Zayn doesn’t hear us.

“I will talk to you the way I want to. You are not my boyfriend, you are not my friend, you are nothing to me. So leave me alone” I say through my teeth. His expression softens, his eyes become glossy instantly and he looks at the floor. I take that chance and try to walk away from him but he grabs my wrist.

“I’m sorry” He mumbles still holding on my wrist. Sudden change in his mood is driving me crazy. Now I don’t know if I should still be angry at him or forgive him.

I decide to forgive him for now. I can’t keep fighting with him again and again. Anyways after few weeks he will leave for some college and I will leave for mine. So if we are going to different paths why not try to be friends for a while.

“I’m sorry too “I sigh and look at him, giving him a small smile.

“Do .. do you think we can start over? I am sorry for my rude behavior” I am surprised by his words, I can’t believe he wants to be friends.

xoxoxo

Sorry for a small chapter and such a long wait :P