Made complete

Introduction

I was never able to figure out who I was, not my sexuality or anything really. Whether I liked girls, or both boys and girls, or just boys. I just never knew. My sexuality always seemed to be changing. I wasn't complete. I didn't know who I was. Everything in my life was just so dull and foggy. It was depressing, not knowing exactly who I was. I knew my name, Alex. I knew my favorite bands, foods, hobbies, interests, youtubers, whatever. But I didn't know who I was. Like who was Alex Dorame? I didn't even know until I met Johnnie. My best friend, my boyfriend, my soul mate. I didn't know if I was capable of real love until I met him. He made everything clearer for me. He fixed me in a way I didn't think I could be fixed. Meeting him was the the most amazing thing that ever could have happened to me. If we hadn't met I don't know how I would be now, or if I would even be here. He helped me in ways I didn't think anyone could. But I also never let anyone, except for Johnnie. Johnnie was different.. Johnnie is different. Just like me but better. He brightened up my entire existence. He got me out of my foggy slump and brought me into the light. The light of who I am. This is how I met him.. and the aftermath. This is how I found myself and my first and only true love. This is my story.