Aren't I beatiful?

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      Jeffs POV

   

     That's the only thing I could focus on which was odd,why why couldn't I kill her?Did it mean something and even for a slight second. if I thought. of that if U killed her, if her blood were to be to run down my own hands or flesh if that thought came to me I didn't want it I only sea that showed what a monster I would be.Though why did I not think of my self that way when I killed others,why did I just keep going yet when I stumbled upon one girl I couldn't find the urge to kill her at all.

I wasn't planning to neither....

The next morning.....

CLarity's point of view)

I woke up as my alarm screamed at me ugh I hated having to listen to the retched thing in the morning.It's buzzing sounded like a bunch if very pissed off bees.It was so irritable and bugging ,though now there us a good thing about it since I'm graduating I won't have to listen to it anymore:-) .

  I smirked at that thought and then my smirk fell off my face and was replaced by a frown today was graduation day and everyone but my father is coming to see me.I started to tear a little at that fact why must it be at the most happiest times of my life that he always comes to my mind? I mean I loved him when I was little but I could never get him off my mind, I don't want to forget him but I don't want to think of him all the. time anymore or have nightmares of his death that haunts me.

     I just would like to put it aside and try to be an adult about It and not. cry unless it was nessasary.That is a grown up thing to do right? I wiped my tears from my pale face with my hand.I had to put this behind me and start fresh,I'm gonna be an official adult now and I'll be graduating today so I have to start fresh it's the right thing and the mature thing. Okay I'm kidding myself on that last part I am not the most mature person in the world so I can't make any promises on my choice to be mature.

    

      I jumped from my bed littarally jumped not kidding.I stood up and slowly made my way to the dressers where I pulled out some black sparkly leggings,jean cut shorts,and a a baby blue tank top with my favorite pair of converse shoes and my favorite black hoodie that looked like it had stars on it.I set them on the bed pulled off my clothes and hopped into the warm tempatured shower.I loved the way it rained on me bouncing and hitting my pale skin.I also love how good it felt when it would soak my hair.I was a fan of long showers so I showered a little longer than normally.I never had time to take long showers because of school and all my constant stress but now I won't have to worry about school for a while unless I do college in the summer but I might wait a little for that,plus me and Tiffany and Kayla were all planning to live together after graduation so we'll have to see his that turns out.

           Though now I do have to find a new job which puts a little stress in my plans to change my life a little. Though I guess I have to make the best of it right?It has to be I told my self as I finished my long soothing shower and stepped out.I quickly slipped on my clothes,did my hair and makeup.

            Before I left I grabbed my dress for prom after graduation and then grabbed my keys and purse and sped out of my apartment.

            Okay I might not have a boyfriend but I did have my two best friends who were there for me all then time so I had to go to prom with them,plus thy also got my really old childhood boyfriend who I am just friends with now I repeat just friends, they got him to dance with me if I was going there.So I sorta had to go so I didn't hurt Graysons feelings,or Tiffany and Kayla's because they did that for me.Grayson's his name by the way.As I sat in my car and turned it on the humid heat wave flashed against my face and I then was reminded of last night.That boy in the white hoodie and his black dress pants.The one that saved me Jeff his name rolled off my tongue again what or why did he remind me of someone it just came to mind not at first but now why why was he or did I ?

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