Kiss me Kill me! (Jeff the Killer Fanfiction)

A new beginning

                 My eyes opened to the sound of  beeps and the smell of a polished floor. This surely can't be my house or in the forest I whispered to myself. I waited a minute then my vision came back clearly. I looked around and saw that I was in a hospital room laid in a bed  blanketed by sheets and hooked up to a wire that was on my finger. I was confused  by why I was there I mean nothing was wrong with me and  at least I didn't think there was. I couldn't remember much of what last happened if I thought long enouh I remembered what Jeff had last said to me before I....and then it stopped right there. Maybe it was supposed to be blocked but I'm not sure.

               I kept looking around the room what could be going on I kept asking my self. Why would I be here? There you go again Clarity filling your head with questions you won't find the answers to I yelled at my self mentally in the mind. Then before I could think more my mom rushed in as quickly as possible.

''My baby she's okay.'' she said as she came over and hugged me. I didn't exactly know how to react so in response I hugged her back so I didn't end up snapping at her for smothering me, like I usually would. She had tears in her eyes as she pulled away.

''Honey I was so scared that you weren't okay.'' she said. I stuck my hand out and held hers to get her to stop crying.

'' Mom I'm fine. I guess'' I whispered the last part because I didn't want her to hear it.

''Clarity I didn't think what happened to you would make out feel okay.'' I made a pondered face because I honestly had no idea what she was talking about what did she. mean by what happened to me? I had to find out the answer or I'd probably get super pissed because that's my thing.

'' Mom what do you mean?"

''oh they must of Gave you amnesia so they could do surgery on you honey.. well you got shot.''

''What!"

                I practically screamed at her in suprize. How was I shot I don't remember being shot? Was it after everything went black or before or what?! Did I even feel it or not or or....my mind had now exploded I didn't understand what was going on. I didn't know if this was a dream or not. Worst of all I was so damn confused I didn't think was real!

               My mom looked at me and my surprised face she looked quite concerned.

'' honey its gonna be fin.....

''How long have I been here? " I asked a little angerly.

''Bout a week, but honey its gonna be okay the doctors. just told me they'll be keeping you here a while longer for some tests and questioning.

''No  I I don't want to stay here I want to...''

'' Clarity it's their decision not mine or yours. sorry baby but your gonna have to.'' I was so confused at everything it made me angry and sad nothing would help right now. As much as I hated to admit it I wanted to rip someone's head off at this point, very grumsomely. Practically everything has turned out really horrible for me lately. I guess I kinda should've expected the after graduating ,because this past month or weeks or whatever have been(not exaggerating) the worst part of my miserable life. Nothing helps when everyone treats you like some little kid who doesn't understand anything. Or when some random clown guy locks you in a closet and you have to be rescued because that's the way its supposed to be. I'm glad. I've had. people there for mere but it doesn't help when they happen at the worst possible times.

             It was honestly driving me nuts. I feel so insane sometimes I think of stabbing someone with the closest thing next to me. Though because I'm stubborn I choose to hold it all in and only let it out to certain people. The crazy thing is,is that I have feeling for a damn killer, I didn't even know this guy and I'm still not sure if I should be with him or not! At the moment I just wanted to shut everyone out and be left from the world. Should I ? Will that help or worsen the pain that's built up inside me and is about ready to explode? Or will I just have a mental attack and never make contact with the out side world and just my world in my mind, which I see through my very eyes. At the moment I couldn't tell of what to do I just stayed quiet as my mom stared at me. She opened her mouth to say something bit then stopped. My mom sighed walked. over kissed my forehead(gosh sometimes that annoys me sometimes though) she said bye and left her keys dangling behind her. Once she was out of sight I crossed my arms and sighed laying my head back.

           I sat there for what seemed like forever and then I was startled by a doctor who walked in speaking in quite a loud tone.

''Hello miss Clarity and how do you feel this morning.''

''Just peachy.'' I mumbled after I wasn't startled anymore.

'' Good, because as many antibiotics as they gave you, I know I wouldn't be happy.'' The doctor said laughing, which I didn't find any humor in what he'd said.

'' Though I do have. to ask how did you not feel that shot when you got hit?"

That question made me think I honestly couldn't answer that because I myself did not know the entire full answer.

'' I don't know.'' I replied in that being the only thing I could think too say.She stared at me as if puzzled but then shrugged.

''I'm sure you'll find out why soon. and while your waiting I'll be there.'' the doctor smiled at me. In response to be nice I  made a small smile back. The doctor looked at her watch and rolled her eyes sighing.

''I know I just got. here but I must leave I have an appointment with Mr sourpuss.'' She grumbled the last part.

'' Its gone I'll be oka go do your thing.'' I said knowing that if shed left I'd proboly go crazy.

             The doctor smiled again and then left. I silently sighed to myself as I laid my head back. My mind was so foggy right now I didn't know what to do. I looked over and saw a small TV remote to the TV in the hospital room. I thought for a brief second and then picked it up pressing a button. I went strate to the news. Since I didn't feel like changing the channel I just kept it at the same channel.Their news guy was reporting the same old boring stuff as usual. I listened quietly  for quite a while. It took forever and some of this stuff wasn't even important to know. Hen it hit me catching my ears and eyes. It was Jeff, he and some cops. Jeff was handcuffed and some kind. of bag covered his face. I knew it was him because it showed on the screen his name and picture of. him with and. with out the bag on his head and the news guy explained why.

'' Local serial killer found, serial killer who used to be known as Jeffrey Woods has been found and is being  sent to Mental asylum where they believe we can help him. Thank you Miranda and this has been your news at 10:08.

         I mentally screamed in my head J Jeff was captured and being sent to an mental asylum its all my fault!!