Seeing Double // e.d and g.d

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Crystal's P.O.V 

I saw Ethan come out of the room. He had bloodshot eyes, tears falling like waterfalls, with his head hanging low. Grayson and I embrace him in a hug for support. 

" Ethan, I promise that she will be ok. She will fight for you, I promise." He wiped his tears away with his sleeve and looked at us. 

"I am just really lost right now. I just don't understand why she didn't tell me about her condition. I could've really helped her. This is all my fault. I was just being my selfish person that I am, and not give a damn about her. And look where I put her!!" he said in a very loud manner. I could feel all eyes on us, but we just ignore it. Ethan just starts to trudge out without anything else to say. Grayson just sees him leaving, with worry in his eyes. He takes my hands and looks at me. 

"Crystal, I hate seeing him like this. What do I do?" all I do is embrace him in a hug. 

" Gray, just let him process this. It's hard to see the love of your life hanging on to dear life." he kissed my cheek. 

"I'm just glad that you are ok. I just really hope that Kylie will be okay. E really did love her."

" I need to talk to him, I'll see you inside later." he kissed my forehead before leaving. 

I don't know what I do to deserve you

Once Grayson left, I needed to call mom to tell about the incident. I dial her number and I hear an unfamiliar voice. 

"Hello?" 

"Mom? Is that you?" 

"I'm sorry, I don't know of a mom. Are you talking about Julie?"

"Yes, may I speak to Julie whoever this is?" 

"I'm sorry, but there was an....incident that happened." 

"Excuse me, but exactly what happened?" 

"Julie........killed herself. I'm sorry." 

I hung up, and I started to cry my eyes out. How could this happen? What if Kylie wakes up? How would I break the news? I bet dad did this to her. Dad being the shithead that he is for treating mom with 0 respect. My sister in a coma, mom died, and dad not giving a damn about us

What great life I'm living right now.

Grayson's P.O.V 

I break through the heavy doors and start to search for Ethan. After 5 minutes, I see him sitting on the curb with his hands on his face. I slowly approach him and plop next to him. I wrap my arm around his shoulder. 

"You good, bro?" I said sympathetically

"I don't know anymore, Grayson. Without her, it's like ripping half of my heart out.  She was the one to keep the smile on my face. She was my everything. I was so tempted to leave this world, but she was the reason for living. But now, I don't know if my life is worth living without having her." he said as he silently cries. I was also shedding some tears when my brother said that. All I could think about was Crystal and how I can't take for granted our love. I slapped Ethan.

"Ow! What the hell, Gray?" he said while massaging his cheek. 

"Stop thinking about killing yourself, ok? Kylie is trying her hardest to stay in this world for us and her sister. And when she wakes up, do you think she would be happy to see you dead on the ground. WAKE UP, ETH! SHE LOVES YOU! She is worth sacrificing everything to see you again, but here you are giving up already. There are a lot of people in this world Ethan, but you just gotta find that one person who is worth fighting for." he just sat in silence. He knew that I was right. He abruptly got up and started to walk towards the car. 

"Ethan, where are you going?" 

"I'm going out, to get my mind off." I just stood in shock while I see him drive off. 

I know that he is my brother and all, but he can really be a dumbass sometimes. He can't just give up on Kylie. Cause when I was hitting on her, I never gave up my hopes. But eventually, I came closer to her and she is just like my little sister. I hope that he doesn't do anything stupid.

A/N: HEYOOOOO

Sup guys! Do you like this new format of ending my chapters better? I will be using this format for the rest of the book. What do you think? Leave in the comments. But anyways, Kylie in a coma? I feel bad for all three of them. Especially Ethan and Kylie, like he never really deserved to go through that and Kylie wants to just live a normal life. But Kylie had to face the music and realize the consequences of hiding secrets. They are going to have to come out one way or another. And to top it off, Crystal and Kylie's mom is dead. Ouch. No family left. They only got each other and the Dolans. But will it stay that way forever? You just gotta find out..... OK GTG ILY GUYS SM! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE PEACE! -Paris)