Seeing Double // e.d and g.d

(18)

Ethan's P.O.V 

I didn't know what to do at that very moment. The love of my life, collapsing before my very eyes. I was holding onto Kylie while Grayson went to call 911. Eventually, the paramedics took her to the ambulance. I followed the paramedics into the ambulance while Crystal and Grayson are driving separately. They were checking all her vitals and everything to make sure she is still in tact. 

( Skip to emergency room) 

We were patiently waiting for the nurse to call our names. I was pacing back and forth. I need her to wake up. I need to see those beautiful brown eyes open up for me. What if she dies? What if she is in a coma? I would've lost it. I couldn't loose her. I really loved her. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her...... Then a see a nurse walk into the room with her clipboard. 

" Kylie Merrell." We walked over to her and started to question her if she was ok. 

" She is fine. But, she is in a coma right now. And we don't know when she will wake up. I'm sorry." When I heard those very words, my heart just sunk. I couldn't take it. She doesn't deserve this. All she wanted to do is to live her life.

"Can we see her, please?" Crystal asked.

"Of course." She lead us through the dimmed hallway to room A17. I opened the door and saw what I never thought I would see. She was on the bed. Looking peaceful as ever. I went over to her and sat on a chair next to her. I looked up at Grayson and Crystal to ask them to give me time to her. They left a room with a nod. I looked up at her and I just lost it. I cried silently on her body, gripping her hand like it was the end. Then I noticed that there was something in her hand. It was a crumpled up paper that said my name, Ethan.  I opened the paper to see a long letter. 

Dear Ethan, 

If you are reading this, then that means that you are finding me in a situation of me being a coma or even death. I know what you are thinking. What could've caused me to get me into this mess I call my life? Well, let me let you in on a little secret. I am struggling with. Cancer. I know you must be feeling different emotions right now. You must feel angry, sad, or even confused. First off, I would like to say I'm sorry, Ethan. I'm sorry for everything I am putting you in. I'm sorry for lying to you for the time that you've been with me. It's all my fault and I know that. I just thought to put all this shit on you, I might lose you. And I didn't want to risk us.....so now you know. You must hate me, and I wish I could give you a hug right now but I can't. And if it is the last time that I see you, I would just wanna say that I am proud of meeting you and Grayson. And I wish that we could've gotten married and maybe even some baby Kylie and Ethan's around. But you know, life could be a bitch :) so I am signing off, for now. I love you, Ethan Grant Dolan. I wish the best of luck to you. And I hope that...maybe one day.......we could have our happily ever after. But I know we will, I will keep fighting for me and you. For us..........

Love your precious rose, 

Kylie Marie Merrell 

I kissed her forehead and I gripped onto her hand. 

"I promise we will get through this. We will get our happily ever after, princess." I said playing with her hair. 

( I legit almost cried writing this, but I hope that you are enjoying this chapter. Ok GTG now BYEEEEEEE PEACE!!!! -Paris)