The Con and the Artist

Lost: Haven't you Ever?

Day 30; I think I broke Sawyer. 

I left the tent in the middle of the night to use the bathroom, when I come back the tarp and Sawyer are gone. This morning he explained to me it was a boar and that he was going to go after it. I told him I'd go with him, so off we went into the jungle searching for a boar. Sadly for Sawyer, we didn't find it so we had to set up camp, which is why we are sitting around a small fire in the middle of the jungle. 

"Why don't we play a game" Sawyer suggests. 

"Alright, like what?" 

"I never" He smirks. I give him a curious look, having never heard of it. 

"What? Ain't you ever play I never?" 

"No, Can't say that I have. What is it?" 

"It's a drinking game" 

"We don't have any alcohol" I smile. 

"Oh yes we do" He smiles back and grabs his pack, after he digs through it he pulls out a bunch of tiny airplane drinks and his smile turns into a smirk. I laugh as he hands me a drink. 

"So how does this work?" I ask. 

"Simple, just finish the phrase. I'll demonstrate, I've never kissed a man. Now you take a drink because I know you've kissed a man" He explains, his smirk seeming to grow. I take off the cap of the drink and smile as I take a sip. I wince slightly as I feel it burn down my throat. 

"Alright, I've never been drunk" 

I watch as Sawyer takes a drink. 

"I've never been to Europe" 

"Now you're just trying to get me drunk aren't you?" I ask as I take another drink. He only smiles, confirming my thoughts. 

"I've never lied about my name" I counter. Sawyer laughs and takes a drink. 

"I've never been to college" 

Neither of us takes a drink. 

"I've never been on a boat" 

Again, no one drinks. 

"I ain't ever had sex" He smirks. I open my mouth to protest but he takes a drink before I say anything, I take a drink as well. 

"I've never had a one night stand" He rolls his eyes and takes another drink. 

"I haven't had oral sex" He says taking a drink. I don't. 

"Now that's just sad" He tells me, I just laugh. 

"I was scared to do something like that, I haven't met the right person I suppose" I say trying to defend myself, causing him to laugh. 

"We'll just have to fix that" He tells me with a wink, making me blush. 

"I've never been in love" 

Again, no one drinks. 

"I've never been married" 

"I've never killed anyone" 

Sawyer drinks. 

"I've never had feelings for a person I sat next to on a plane" He says very seriously. I feel my heart starting to race as I slowly take a drink. After a few seconds he does the same. We both go silent, thinking quietly. 

"And here I was thinking I annoyed you" I mumble looking at him, smiling softly. He smiles and rolls his eyes slowly. 

"I thought it was obvious" He mumbles at me. 

"And I thought we were adults" I joke, making him chuckle. 

"I've never wanted to kiss you, especially right now" He whispers taking a drink, then slowly moving towards me. 

"I've never wanted to kiss anyone as bad as I want to kiss you right now" I whisper leaning over towards him. He tosses aside his bottle and uses his right hand to cup my cheek, gently pulling my lips onto his. I rest my hands on his shoulders as our kiss continues. His hand moves to my back and helps lower me to the ground so he's hovering over me. His lips move from my own and venture onto my neck, his stubble lightly scratching my skin. 

I feel his starting to suck on my neck, making a soft moan leave my lips, his hips starting to grind against mine. 

Sawyer couldn't quite believe that this was real. That the girl he's know for a month and slowly started to fall for is here. That she's here underneath him, moaning and shuddering under his touch. As he kissed her neck he got a bit careless and rough, sucking harshly against her pale, drawing moans from her mouth and creating a red mark on her skin. He pulled away and smirked as he looked at the mark, his mark, she was his now, at least for now. 

He looked down at her and just took in the sight, her brown hair sprawled out underneath her, her eyes looking into his, wide and innocent. An innocence Sawyer wanted for himself. His left hand starting moving under her shirt, over her soft belly. His hand moved up onto her breast and watched as her eyes closed, a soft moan leaving her lips. He just watched her reaction with pride as his hand moved across her chest and then slowly started moving down. 

He watched her breathing increase as his moved under her jeans and panties, using his fingers to rub small circles against her. He felt her shudder and heard her moan against him. He moved his fingers faster, and put more pressure, trying to get a better reaction from her. But, it was when he slipped his finger inside of her that she moaned out his name, pretty loudly. 

"James, please" she moaned out again moving a hand up to his cheek. He obliged and lent down to bring his lips back to hers as he moved a second finger inside of her, making her moan against his lips. His lazily trailed his lips down and scooted farther down, removing his fingers, so his face was hovering just above her clothed center. 

He felt her shudder as he withdrew his fingers and began working on the button of her jeans. She propped herself up on her elbows and watched as he pulled down her jeans and panties in one swoop. There wasn't time for her to react before he dipped down and started to lick and suck against her. He smirked as she cried out his name once more. 

He started getting lost in her taste. She was sweet, just like he knew she'd be. He set his hands on the sides of her waist, holding her down to keep her still. He felt her trying to buck her hips up into him, which only made him smirk against her. He continued until he felt the violent shudder and heard her cries of pleasure, begging him not to stop. 

He looked up and saw her flushed cheeks and her eyes looking into his innocently with a lazy smile on her face. And that soft look in her eyes, is what made Sawyer not want anything from her in return. He placed soft kisses below her navel as he pulled her panties and pants back up and button them for her while she lay there panting. He smiled to himself, thinking he was her first experience. 

"So is that what I've been missing out on?" She smiled down at him. He chuckled and moved back up so he was laying next to her on his back. He smiled genuinely as he felt her snuggle into his right side, wrapping his arm around her loosely. 

"Sorry sweetheart, only I can do that" He smirks. She laughed against him. 

"Good Night James" She whispered. 

"Good Night Emelia" He whispered back, moving to his right and placing a kiss on the side of her head.