Mis ideas (MY IDEAS) [Terminado/Finished]

Monster

I knew couldn't keep it in, I knew to damn well, but I didn't listen.
I kept telling myself that everything will be alright, that I could endure it a little longer, but I couldn't control what was inside of me... a monster.

I don't remember how long I had it in me, but the day I notice, I only wanted to escape, escape the cruel reality that I lived in. For so many years I walked, walked and walked, non stop. Then I started running, trying to get away from the monster that I had created... but you can't kill what you create it... right? you know what I did... I tamed it, for so many years I controlled that thing that lived inside of me.

When they took me in, I was scared that they'll hurt me from who I am, so I tried to remain calm and not let it out... but, oh boy, I was wrong. They wanted me to let the beast out, to let that monster roam this world, this people did everything for me to get that thing out there, and they did it, that day I killed about 15 people, and I was only 10 years old. They put me on quarantine. They where scared of me, but WHO'S FAULT WAS IT?!!! They wanted to see and I showed them.

They knew I had this thing inside of me but they just wanted to know, there curiosity, got bigger with each passing they, that when they opened the pandora box they regretted it.

They told me they were going to get a cure to destroy this thing and to get rid of it, but they lied, they lied to me, they were just feeding the monster inside of me, they were making it stronger, with the days, until I couldn't bare it any longer, and I let it out, that thing that talked to me when I tried to sleep, the beast that wanted to get a hold of me, I let it, without any regrets. They wanted to see the beast and I showed them the beast.

Oh~ how I missed the old days, when I was just a kid, a happy one, with a mom, a dad, and a little brother, oh~ those were the good days, the happy memories. But now, I only see darkness, pain, suffering in my life.

I can't run from what I am, I can only embrace it, and with pleasure, I did it.

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