Letting Go...

Without you here

I try to be angry

But sadness overwhelms me

These worthless tears

begin to choke me

I keep telling myself,

"He wasn't worth it,

I don't need him.

I hate him."

But without you here,

I can't help but feel torn.

I'm a fool for actually missing you.

For crying over you.

I keep willing myself to move on -

to get my head out of the past

and to look into my future

But without you here,

by my side

in my arms

Like the way things used to be.

I can't help but cry these tears for you.

I love you.

I hate you.

You used me

You played me.

Get out of my head!

But without you here, that's all where your going to be.