Same Mistakes: A One Direction Fan Fiction

Same Mistakes: Chapter Eleven

Liam ran over and grabbed the paper. “Ew! I don’t want to see that!” Zayn said. “That’s fine, I don’t really want to either but  I need to stay here with her, this could take up to six hours…” I trailed off. “We’ll stay here again tonight.” Louis said determined. “Kittens! I want one!” Harry called, and I laughed. “Well Hazza, we’ll see.” I said smiling, “Really?!” He asked excited. “Of course!” I smiled, Niall sat down next to me and stroked my hair. “I’ll be here the whole time baby.” Niall whispered into my neck. I smiled but our moment was interrupted by a meowing Muffins. “She’s having her first kitten!” I announced, I started stroking her fur, “It’s alright Muffins, you’ll be okay.” I whispered to her. The boys laughed, “What?” I asked defensively. “You’re talking to a cat!” Louis laughed, “She’s in labor! Do you know how bad that hurts?” I asked him laughing. I turned back around “The first one’s coming!” I turned to the boys and they sat down around me as I continued to calm muffins down, in about a half an hour we had our first kitten, a boy he was tiny and orange just like Muffins, he had lighter stripes covering his body, and bright green eyes. I smiled and held the kitten, “I forgot! I need to make them a bed! I grabbed a box that some art supplies were sent to me in, and a blanket off the couch. I put the small kitten in the box, “It will be about a week and a half to two weeks until they open their eyes. I have a friend who agreed to watch them until them, my parents think it’s too much work.” Three hours and five kittens later, Muffins was done. “My friend will be here tomorrow, and the kittens are asleep, you guys want to watch a movie? I smiled and the boys ran downstairs, “I’ll take that as a yes.” I said and looked at Zayn, who was still with me. He laughed and we walked downstairs, “Can we watch Toy Story please?” Liam asked. I laughed “Sure Liam!” he smiled and put in the movie, I walked over to the couch and got the remote, I felt a pair of hands grab my waist and pull me down onto their lap. Memories flooded into my mind, I couldn’t remember where I was or who I was with. I felt the persons arms wrap around me, I went cold, “No!” I screamed, “Let me go! Cody let me go!” I was screaming at the top of my lungs, I broke free from the persons grasp and turned around, still in a panic, tears streaming down my face, before anybody could react I ran out of the front door and down the street. I didn’t know where I was going I just ran, I turned into the path and ran down the hill that led to the pond where me and the boys were days before. I ran until the ground was flat again, I suddenly tripped over what I think to be a rock. It was dark out; it was roughly 9 at night. I realized I sliced my arm on something, it was bleeding heavily, blinded by my tears, intense sobs came out of my mouth. I heard running and yelling, “Where did she go?” I heard Liam yell. “I don’t know!” Zayn replied. “Maybe down here!” Niall called, they knew I was here. “I hear something!” Louis yelled, the footsteps got louder, “Juliette!” Niall yelled and ran up to me, I was still sobbing, the other boys followed. “Help me, please.” I managed to choke out between sobs and hold out my arm. “Oh my god!” Liam whispered. The pain from my arm and my emotions were making my body overwhelmed, I started to cough and vomit. I was scared, I started to vomit even more. “Somebody help her!” Niall barked as he got down and held my hair back, “You’ll be okay baby, I promise.” He whispered I looked up at him, “I’m so sorry.” I whispered. Then there was nothing but black.

“I see her fingers moving, I think she’s waking up.” I heard Harry’s voice. I moaned, my arm hurts, my eyes fluttered open. I looked around, where was I? “Hey beautiful.” I turned to Niall I smiled, “What time is it?” I was in my study, it was pitch black out. “About 2 am.” Zayn said. “You boys should go to sleep, it’s fine, really.” I said, trying to sit up, but I couldn’t support any weight on my arm. I looked down and it was bandaged. “It wasn’t deep enough for stitches, so I wrapped it up.” Liam looked at me and I nodded. “I’m so sorry.” Harry whispered. “No, don’t be. It wasn’t your fault.” I told him. “I guess it’s about time I told you.” I looked at the boys, “Tell us what?” Louis asked confused. “That night I woke up screaming, I had a nightmare, I’ve had the same nightmare every night since that day.” I went on to explain what happened.

“I was at a party, my boyfriend Cody was there. I was talking to a friend when Cody grabbed my hand and took me outside, into the woods. He pulled me onto his lap, and I asked him why we were out in the middle of the woods. He told me he didn’t want anybody to hear me, I tried to get up and run away, but I tripped. He forced himself on me, and raped me. He left right after and ran out into the woods, I sat up, but I hit my head on something, I started bleeding, I was alone in the woods, in pain and undressed. I used all my remaining strength to cover myself up, because I knew I wasn’t going to be able to move, after a few more minutes of lying there I passed out. I woke up in the hospital hours later. Cody was caught, he was seen leaving the woods by two people going out there to smoke. They found me and called the police. I was in the hospital for two days. Cody was trialed and found guilty of rape, but he was let out on bail, I have a restraining order against him. Want to know something else? My parents were at an art and music festival, that’s why they don’t like me getting into the arts. My mom was a dancer, and my dad was an artist, that’s how I got all the supplies and such. My dance lessons I’ve been taking before the accident, that’s why I still take them. They don’t want me to forgot, but I know I never can, so they try to steer me away from the arts. That’s also when my dad turned to alcohol, and my mother became cold and silent. I want to forget, I want the nightmares to go away, I just want to be normal again…” Tears were rolling down my face. I started to cry again, the boys looked at me in disbelief.  “Juliette, I didn’t know.” Harry whispered. “It’s not your fault.” I said back to him looking him in the eyes. “I’m so sorry.” Liam looked at me, I nodded. Louis gave me a tight hug, and Zayn kissed my cheek. I looked over at Niall, he pulled me into a tight hug, “I’ll never let that happen to you again, you’re mine and I love you.” I looked up at him tears running down his face. “Don’t cry.” I whispered, brushing the tears away with my hands. “You should get some sleep.” Liam said. I nodded and Niall picked me up and carried me to my room, he set me down on the bed, before he could leave I grabbed his hand. “Don’t leave.” I whispered, “I wouldn’t dream of it.” He said, crawling into bed next to me. “I love you.” He whispered into my neck, “I love you too.” I fell asleep into a deep dreamless sleep.

  “Can we wake her up?”

“No Louis! She needs rest.”

“Yeah, Liam’s right.”

“Zayn, will you get me a water?”

“Get it yourself Harry.”

“Shut up!” I moaned tossing a pillow at the boys. I sat up, I felt much better than last night. “Morning sleepy head!” Louis called, I rolled my eyes. “I need to take a shower.” I moaned getting out of bed. I scoured the depths of my room for a cute outfit, then it hit me. “Why are you all in my room?” I asked amused, they looked around awkwardly, “Were you watching me sleep?” the boys looked around and nodded, I laughed “Alright Edward Cullen. I’m going to go shower now, try not to be creepy.” I put down a romper and shoes, grabbed a towel and a bra and underwear. As I was about at the door, I heard a voice, “I think you should have some super vision in there, just in case.” Harry said with a cheeky smile and a wink. I rolled my eyes, “I’m fine Styles, and if anybody had to supervise me it would be Niall.” The boys wolf whistled and I rolled my eyes, I saw Niall blush and I smiled. I went to take my shower.

I slid on my underwear and put on my bra, I started singing as I walked back to my room, “I won’t mind spending every day, out on the corner in the pouring rain.” I closed the door to my room and walked over to the dresser where I laid out my clothes. I heard a whistle, I turned around, the boys were still there. My eyes grew wide, “Why are you still in here?!” I shrieked, I grabbed my romper and headed out of the room I slid on my clothes in the middle of the hall and went back in. “Kinda ridiculous I had to leave my room and change because you were still here.” I laughed and rolled my eyes. “So what’s on the agenda for tonight boys?” I asked them curiously. “A party!” They all screamed.