What If?

Chapter 1 Part 1

Deserted. Abandoned. Stranded. Forgotten. Unloved. Alone.

All the words that run through my mind as I lay across the moist fresh cut grass at a nearby park, watching children play without a care in the world. Surrounded by people who love them; people who'd fight for them.

I envy them.

I lay here wishing I was little again running around; free to do what I want without anyone judging me. But instead my life has completely turned upside down and there is nothing anyone could do about it. I am alone. No family, one friend who can't help me. It's like I don't exist in this world. I have nowhere to go. I'm very grateful to have a best friend like Shauna who without I'd be out on the streets fending for myself. But we both know I can't stay at her house for long, not in my situation. I need to get myself on track, I need to get away and start a new life but I have no idea where to start, what to do! Well time is running and I need get my proprieties straight. Well this is my story my name is Isabella, i'm 18 years old and

I'm pregnant...

And now you know why my life is so screwed up, why I need to start a new life, new friends, new surroundings, new everything... I might even need to flee the country anything to get away from the life I lived here. A new journey to look forward to... If only it was that simple.