The Diary of Emma Swan

Chapter 9 ~ Calm Down

"Good morning Luv. I brought you a-" but was cut off."

"You fucking pirate I'm going to kill you." Regina said lunging towards Killian as I held her back. My arms wrapped around her and I felt like I would faint but her screaming brought me back. "Emma let me go! I'm going to kill him! I'm going to rip out his heart and-"

"Regina calm down!" I yelled trying to get her to stop trying to escape my grip. I held onto her tighter but not enough to hurt her.

"Your Majesty if you calm down for 5 bloody seconds maybe you could hear me out!" Hook yelled not helping at all. As Hook said that Regina conjured a fireball making me jump back and Hook move out the way as she threw it at him. This time I ran twards Regina and planted my self in front of her. I looked her in the eyes. They weren't their normal chocolaty color. They were black. She was giving Hook a murderous look. So I hooked my finger under her chin and made her look at me.

Her lips so close to mine so fucking tempting but I held back. I would not kiss her. I would get over her. This, in retrospect, was probably not helping whatsoever but, at least she wasn't trying to kill Hook anymore. Her eyes are starting to turn back to normal as they soften when they look at me. And I would have melted right then and there but I heard shuffling and yet again reminded myself what situation we were in.

"Hey. It okay." I whisper. She looks down at my lips and I would have missed it if I didn't know her so damn well. She licks her lips as I do the same to mine and take a step back. The room still spinning I take a deep breath and close my eyes. Grabbing onto her arms for support and so she won't freak out again.

"Emma. I don't know why you are protecting him. But if you would be obliged to let me go so I could rip his head off I would very much appreciate it." Regina says in a cold, demanding voice. This was stupid Hook should pay but it's not just that I needs him to get over her. If Regina killed him she would go back. Go back to being her. The Evil Queen.

"Regina take a deep breath and no you won't kill him." I say. She give me a cold look but not as bad as the one she gives Hook. My hands still wrapped around both her arms she shakes them off.

"Well if I can't kill them, what exactly can I do to captain guyliner?" She asks black hair shaking as she starts pacing. Her heels clacking against the stone floor.

"You aren't going to anything. I'm not pressing charges and we talked it out." I said giving Hook a pointed look to keep him shut up. He just nods in agreement.

Regina gives a dark unhumorous chuckle. "Emma you can't be serious?" She gets more serious as she sees my face. "Really? No no I can't he has to pay for what he did. Or could have done." When I shake my head she glares at me.

"Miss Swan!" She practically yells.

"Look can we talk about this later? Whiteout him here." I ask nodding my heads towards the corner Hook was cowering in then. She gives an exasperated sigh but nods her head and poofs away.

"Damn. You got it bad Swan don't you?" Hook asks walking towards a brown bag on the floor he dropped when he saw Regina.

"What the hell do you think your talking about?" I asked not in the mood after that and knowing what she was going to say to me later when we talked.

"Here." He said handing me a bear claw from the brown bag and then putting it aside before continuing. "You like her. And before you say anything I can tell." When I don't say anything he continues. "Bloody hell Swan when were you planing on telling me that. After we got together again?" He asks his voiced laced with anger.

"Look I wasn't going to say anything because it's just a crush." I said trying to convince myself as I tried to convince him too. I flinch when he takes a step towards me. Bringing my hands up to defend my self. When he sees that he takes a step back and looked ...defeated?

"Look Swan I'm not going to hurt you. But your hurting yourself. You need to tell her. Even if it is just a "crush". As you called it." He says air quoting crush. He was right I needed to tell her. And it wasn't just a crush but, I couldn't bare the thought of losing her. Losing her friendship over me telling her.

"She'll reject me." I say knowing very well that I can't tell him otherwise now.

"Well you never know. Maybe she will maybe she won't. But you'll never know unless you tell her. And don't worry about me. As I told you last I won't ever hurt another woman in my life unless necessary. Even if I am drunk." Hook said bringing his hands up in good faith. I acknowledge that and nod my head but nothing more.

"I'm gonna tell her." I say conviction in my voice

"When?" He asks

"Right now." I say grabbing my keys and running off to my queen. With a stupid smile on my face I go to her office. My heart on my sleeve.

Hope you like it and sorry if I haven't been active recently just a bunch of stuff like parents and u know yeah sorry and again hope u like it and thanks for reading. 💞✌🏼