Pétales De Mort (JiKook)

Evanesce

Evanesce

The coldness of the hospital temperature lingered in the air. I feel like I'm going to suffocate. I sigh as I lean back on the chair. I look around and saw everyone in distress.

Jin hyung's eyes were red due from crying and he was still getting comfort from Namjoon hyung. Yoongi hyung look worse though, i've never seen him like that. Yoongi hyung's hair is all over the place, his eyes are so red, and he's trembling. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes and count.

"5....4.....3.....2....1" I mumbled.

"Jimin what exactly happened?" Taehyung asked. I look at him with distaste. This would not happen because of him. But there's no point of being mad at him. I sigh and look away. I felt their eyes are on me.

"Why would you care anyways?" I said with a hint of bitterness on my voice. I heard them gasp, I guess this is the first time they see me act like this.

"Jimin hyung" Jungkook said beside me.

"Jimin please tell us what happened" Yoongi hyung said and I look at him. I saw him looking at me with eyes ready to shed tears again.

"H-Hoseok hyung h-he" I said as I stutter. I can't tell them what happened! I mean Taehyung is here.

"Can you tell Taehyung that I loved him" Hoseok hyung said.

I felt myself stop as I remember what Hoseok hyung told me. I felt a tear drop from my eyes.

"Jimin hyung?" Jungkook said softly as he draw circles at my back. They are just waiting for me to talk.

"Hoseok hyung is suffering from the petal disease" I said.

"What?!" Namjoon hyung said shockingly as I saw all of them in shock too.

"And well it got worse, so this happened" I said.

"Why would he do that?! He should have took the surgery quickly!" Taehyung said. I felt a rage bubbled up inside me. How dare he talk about that?! Since he's the reason this happened. I clenched my fist and got up.

"Jiminie?" Jin hyung asked.

"You bastard" I said as I punch Taehyung in the face. Taehyung stumbled back as he fell to the floor.

"Jimin!!!" I heard them yell.

"How could you say that?!?! When all of this is your fault?!" I yelled at him as his eyes widened.

"Jimin" Yoongi hyung said as he held me to prevent from attacking Taehyung again.

"Hoseok hyung doesn't deserve you!" I said as I started crying.

"I-I didn't k-know" Taehyung said as Namjoon hyung help him to stand up.

"I need to go" I mumbled as I felt something in my chest. I felt Yoongi hyung released me and I ran.

I heard them calling me, but I ran. Why does it feels like this happened before? I shook my head as I ran towards the restroom. Once I got there, I went to an empty stall and I vomit again. Flower petals in different colors started to fill the toilet. I sigh as I finished.

"You too?" Someone said behind me and I slowly turn.

"Yoongi hyung" I said.

"At first I was wondering why you quickly ran and I saw a petal fell when you turn the corner" Yoongi hyung said as he handed me a towel. I muttered a thanks and took it from him.

"I-I love Hoseok" Yoongi hyung said as my eyes widened. I quickly flush the toilet and stood up.

"What?!" I asked shockingly. I saw him sigh.

"I fell in love with Jung Hoseok and still am" He said.

"So it means you-" I said, but he cut me off.

"Yeah, I was suffering with the same thing, but it stop" Yoongi hyung said.

"I-It stop? How?" I asked.

"Earlier, when he was taken here" He said and my eyes widened.

"They took the petals away" I said.

"They took the flower out" Yoongi hyung said.

"It means his feelings for Taehyung is--" I said.

"Gone" Yoongi hyung said.

"I-I'm happy for Hoseok hyung" I said.

"When will you take yours out?" Yoongi hyung asked.

"I-I don't know" I replied.

"You just don't want to" Yoongi hyung said.

"I-Its hard Yoongi hyung" I said. Yoongi hyung pat my head.

"I know, but please take a surgery when it get worse, I don't want you to suffer like Hoseok or something worse from it" Yoongi hyung said.

"I won't hyung thank you" I said as I hug him. I felt him hug back.

"No problem Jimin, your like a little brother to me" Yoongi hyung said. I just smile.

"Jimin hyung? Yoongi hyung" Someone said and I pulled away from the hug and saw Jungkook standing in the door way.

"Oh Jungkook do you need something?" Yoongi hyung asked.

"I need to talk to Jimin hyung if its okay. I mean I'm not interrupting something right?" Jungkook said as I look at him in confusion. Why does his voice hinted umm hate in it?

"You're not interrupting something don't worry, and sure I guess" I just said.

"Well Jimin hyung let's go outside" Jungkook said as he walks away.

"Go to him Jimin, i'll tell you some updates on Hoseok hyung if they gave us something" Yoongi hyung said.

"Okay hyung. Thanks again" I said. Yoongi hyung just gave me a smile as I left.

It feels like everything is starting to fall apart in our friendship.

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