Pétales De Mort (JiKook)

Petals

Petals

Its been days since I got out of the hospital. Its been days since my last encounter with Jungkook. I sigh as I've read the date on the paper I'm holding....

"September 1" I mumbled and I let out a half-hearted laugh. What a great day to forget my feelings and memories.

"Jiminie?" Someone knocks on my door.

"Its open!" I said as I put the paper on the table. The door opened revealing Jeonghan hyung. My hyungs decided I should stay at this house, since Jungkook lives in our apartment.

"Hey Jiminie, someone is looking for you" Jeonghan said.

"Who?" I asked.

"Me" Someone said as another person entered the room.

"Namjoon hyung" I said as I stood up and hug him. I haven't seen him since the day Hoseok hyung got his surgery. I felt Namjoon hyung hug me back.

"I'm so sorry I've been missing out on you. I had to go back at Ilsan for my parents" Namjoon hyung said as we let go.

"Ah that's fine hyung" I said.

"Well come on i'll treat you somewhere" Namjoon hyung said.
"Um sure? Let me get a jacket" I said as he went downstairs with Jeonghan hyung. I took a jacket and my phone and wallet quickly. Then I just went downstairs.

The cold air hit me as soon as we got out of the house. I run my hand through my hair. The sky is kind of dark, it feels like its gonna rain.

"So you're really gonna do it?" Namjoon hyung asked.

"Yeah, he wanted it anyways" I said.

"Do you want it though?" Namjoon hyung asked.

"Yeah" I said. I saw hyung sigh.

"You know you're a bad liar" Namjoon hyung said. I gave him a half-smile.

"I guess I am" I replied.

"Jimin, I don't think Jungkook wanted this" Namjoon hyung said.

"He said he will pay for my surgery, of course he wanted it" I said sarcasticly.

"You know Jungkook is not like that, and I'm sure you knew it because you two basically know each other for how many years" Namjoon said causing me to bit my lip.

"I-I know, but I d-- I think its for the best to do this, so Jungkook and I can start a brand new life" I said.

"I don't get it, you two basically love each other" Namjoon hyung said.

"If he does then why am I suffering?" I ask causing Namjoon hyung to stop walking.

"I don't know, I mean ugh this is so hard to explain" Namjoon hyung said.

"Exactly" I said as we kept walking.

"He's probably confused?" Namjoon hyung said.

"Confused? Nah, I don't think so" I said.

"I think he is" Namjoon hyung just said as we entered the cafe.

"I'll get our orders, just look for a seat" Namjoon hyung said as I nodded.

I sat on the very back against the wall. I look around and noticed there are a few people around, good thing it's not crowded today. I just waited for Namjoon hyung. Minutes later he came back with two cups of hot chocolate? And some brownies.