King
It was Monday and I was ready for my talk with Cree. I was walking to my next period when felt something in me drop. Dang I really don't want this to happen right now. I go through these stages where my body can't take to much stress so it starts to shut down on me. And that is what's happening. I run to the bathroom and lock myself in a stall I text Amber.
IssaKing👑💦: Amber bro it's happening again I'm in the west bathroom
TherealA1🌈😝: On my way chill out dude I'll be there
I felt myself start to lose consciousness. Dang man I haven't gotten to this point in a long time. I haven't gone through this in a year, since ... that doesn't matter all that matters now is keeping my eyes open. But it's becoming so hard I can't..
.........I woke up in the nurses office with Amber asleep in the chair next to me.
"Am..Amber"
"Yeah man I'm right here, you really shut down this is the longest youve ever been asleep since we where kids."
"I don't know why.. I just dont"
"Cree was here she's actually the one who found you she got there first"
"She left?"
"Nah I think she's outside she was sleep in the chair last time I checked"
"Okay well I'm ready to get out of here"
"They need permission from your parents to let you go back to class "
" I'm independent though it's on my record"
"Then yeah man you can go."
...........It's lunch time and I know she's gonna be in the library by herself. I can't believe she's the one who found me. She wasn't outside when I got released. I walked in and saw her in the corner. I walked up to her slowly.
"Hey"
"What"
"What i can't talk to you we need to talk, I mean I'm tired of you avoiding me. And I know you still care or you wouldn't have taken me to the nurse and stayed if you didn't even though you left I bet you waited for me to wake up before you did."
"Look we not bout to do this-"
"Then when, cus you never wanna see me. You never wanna talk so when?"
"I have to-"
"If you leave then I'm going to tell everyone my side of the story."
"YOUR SIDE are you fucking crazy, what side, huh the side where you played me and had me looking dumb for years while chased Natalie. I'm not your side chick if anything I'm daddy cus you know I fuck better then her, I make you cum harder then her, and she will never know you how I do. I'm not getting sucking into your bs anymore so SHUT THE FUCK UP." She then turned to walk away but I wasn't having it.
"You think I like this huh!? You think I like not being able to love you how I want? Huh? No! I hate it god and when I'm with her I'm thinking bout you. What am I supposed to do I can't break up with her because even though I love you I love her... I love her and I can't leave her. So ima keep being like this until I stop loving her. And i know what you thinking that's the most stupidest shit you ever heard right? Well that's just all I can say right now.. i don't know I just don't but I do love you and I'm sorry you gotta be roped into my bs but stop ignoring me. Please... I'm begging you stop it..."
"Stop loving me. Your love leaves me with nothing but pain and that pain is... it's unbearable. "I stood there and watched her walk away because in that moment I felt my heart shatter. And the only person who can fix it... I've lost her.. I lost my heart and she's breaking my soul. I love Natalie but I'm in love with Cree.
My forever and always... my heart
Cree
I walked away hurting. This is why I didn't wanna have this talk.. it opens too many wounds that can't close. On my way out of the library I bump into Amber. Amber and I used to be close but when push came to shove she chose to be loyal to King.
"Cree.. hey what are you doing here"
"You know what I was doing here just like I know you're going in there to comfort your friend"
"If you know that you ignoring her and stuff is hurting her why do it."
"Because she hurt me.. I got to go"And with that I walked away. I'm not gonna lie and say I stopped loving King but I will say that the pain she caused me over lapse my love for her. She doesn't deserve me.
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Hey this is Hil💕 I just wanted y'all to see this argument before the next chapter. I promise they will start getting longer just wait on it.

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Любовные романыCree Jackson was a junior in high school when she lost almost everything important to her. Her Parents, Her first love and Her dignity. Entangled In this mess is Kingsley Mass, Cree's first love. Now a year after that Cree is a Senior in High Schoo...