Fake Love

Bad News

Well today I'm supposed to meet up with jinyoung he's one of my best friends and the one that I so desperately long to be with I'm tired of hiding in the shadows I'm going to man up and tell him how I really feel!

First i should tell Jackson he's always helped me with situations like this

Maekiepooh🙈: Jacksonn Im going to finally tell jinyoung! This time I'm serious

Gaga😍: are you sure I mean I'm proud of you but are you really going to tell him this time?

Markiepooh🙈: you say that like it's a bad thing

Gaga😍: forget what I said just go get your future husband!

I couldn't help but to laugh that's one thing I love about gaga he's always caring even though he worries too much

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Jinyoung wanted to meet at this little cafe by his apartment called foodgasms what a strange name for a place I sat all the way in a secluded corner so we could have some privacy once jin came he looked clueless until he spotted me

Man was he handsome

Jinyoung sat down but he couldn't look me in the eyes nervously fiddling with his fingers what's wrong with him?

"Youngie are you okay you look stressed you know you can tell me anything​ right"

"Mark I don't know how to say this but I have a girlfriend and I really love her like really love her we've been together for a while now"

What the actual frick frack?!?

So this was the reason why he'd been wanting to meet up so he could lay it on me what kind of fuckery is this?!?

Maybe I'm dreaming and need to wake up

"Wait are you serious this isn't a dream right" I laughed loudly catching everyones attention

"Stop being loud it's embarrassing and im telling the truth I really want you to meet her she's a really good person I think you would like her mark are you okay? you look like your going to cry"

That's because I am going to cry idiot "no I'm fine it is allergy season um I have to go I forgot that me and jackson had things to do see ya youngie" I dashed out of the cafe not even sparing the confused boy a glance

What am I going to do now?

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I went to jacksons and jaebums shared apartment I already had a spare key just in case gaga would loose his he is really forgetful at times especially when he gets wasted

The apartment was empty was everybody gone just my fucking luck!

Jackson came out of his room shirtless body extra wet I always see him like this but today something was making me feel weird

I grabbed him pushing him onto the couch while sitting on his lap I need comfort and he's the only one who can give it to me when I'm down

He hugged me tightly tired expression showing nothing but sympathy like he always does "let me guess the whole confession thing didn't go as expected"

"Yeah it went horribly jinyoung told me that he has a girlfriend and that he's in love"

Jackson gently layed me on the couch so he could cuddle me being in his arms made me feel safe and warm I loved this feeling