Fake Love

Confusion And Confessions

"Jackson I don't like seeing you like this you need to tell him how you really feel before it's too late"

"Jaebum you don't understand you have youngjae both of you are in love with each other but Mark he doesn't love me he loves jinyoung I'll do everything in my power to make sure that he's Happy even if I have to suffer because just being with him is enough for me to go on with a smile on my face everyday"

"Your wrong me and youngjae kinda sorta broke up yesterday"
Jaebum said scooting next to me on the bed while awkwardly scratching the back of his nape

"What how is that even possible you two were like inseparable and crazy in love did you do something to upset him" I layed down on the bed wait for him to answer me

"I caught him cheating on me with this guy named onew they were at a cafe holding hands at first I thought they were related Because I sometimes hold hands with my siblings but then they kissed and that's when shit hit the fan" I sat up and hugged him he looked like he needed one

"I'm sorry jaebum" he hugged me back while squeezing me tightly

"Don't be jackson because I like someone else I always have" once he said those words I pulled back and stared at him in disbelief who did he like and why didn't he tell me I'm his best friend for fucks sake

"Who do you like you sneaky fucker and why didn't you tell me I thought we told each other everything" I pouted and crossed my arms

Jaebum chuckled and didn't say anything next he just got closer to me nuzzling his face into my neck he then grabbed both of my cheeks pulling my face towards his wait is going to do what I think he is?

His lips were soft and distracting he was kissing me agonizingly slow making me forget all my problems and worries he slipped his hand into my shirt carressing my sides

I was the first to pull back because lack of oxygen jaebum still was silent "w-when did you um I mean uh w-why"

"When we first met I had strange feelings about you at first I thought it was annoyance Because you were so clingy and loud but when I first saw you cry my heart immediately shattered I wanted to protect you, hold you, and kiss you untill you didn't even think about crying again that's when I realized I loved you more than anything" is my best friend confessing to me?

Jaebum pushed me on to the bed and got on top of me looking at me with a serious look what is he thinking "look jackson I know you love mark but I can make you forget about him I can make you feel wanted please give me a chance just let me make love to you and if you don't like it then I'll understand"

I was tounge tied for the first time In my life he's right mark would never see me the way I see him and I have fantisised about jaebum a couple of times

I nodded scared that my voice would betray me jaebum sat up a bit to take off his shirt fuck his body was like it was sculpted by Artist be leaned down and took my shirt off as well I kinda felt ugly Because he was staring

I covered my body but he didn't like that he pinned my arms above my head "don't ever cover yourself again your fucking breathtaking" those words made my heart swell

Jaebum started to play with Jackson nipples Making him cry out and grip on to his hair jaebum loved how he could make Jackson squirm and moan helplessly

He took off both of their pants in a instant but he realized he didn't have any lube and he didn't want to hurt him even though he needed to fuck him soon or he's going to explode

"Jackson wait do you have any lube or lotion it'll hurt if I go in dry" jackson pointed at the night stand next to them jaebum grabbed the lotion in a hurry but then he saw something on jacksons phone that made him kinda angry mark was calling him

He smirked evily and answered the phone tonight mark was going to know that jackson was off limits and that he belongs to jaebum

He hurriedly took off their underwear and rubbed lotion all over his length he then pushed in slowly Jackson hissed putting his nails deep into the boys skin the pain was unbelievable at first but that all changed when jaebum lifted his legs and pounded into him roughly

"J-jaebum go d-deeper" jaebum granted his wish damn near bending him in half going as deep and hard as he could just so he could hear the boy scream his name and he did

"Jackson your so beautiful look at you baby mark doesn't know what he's missing out on" jaebum then kissed him and slowed his thrust he didn't want this to stop already he could tell Jackson was close his moans were getting louder and louder he's surprised that that neighbors didn't knock on their door yet

Jackson was a mess now crying and he had drool coming out of his mouth his hair was all over the place his lips were red and puffy from all the kissing and biting

"Tell me who do you want, do you want me or Mark? Because I don't think he could fuck you the way I do" jaebum pulled out half way then he slammed back in knocking the wind out of jackson "answer me!"

"I w-want you, FUCK right t-there bummie, please d-dont ahhh stop make me cum" jaebum couldn't take it anymore he went father hitting jacksons prostate dead on with each thrust

Jackson was the first to cum untouched screeching he didn't even know his voice could even go that high jaebum came after shortly grunting deeply

Jaebum pulled out making Jackson wince he had to admit he missed the feeling of being filled he kissed jackson on the nose "I love you"

I-I love you too now can you clean me I'm afraid if I get up I'll fall back down" jaebum chuckled and did what the boy asked he put the lotion back onto the nightstand he then hung up jacksons phone almost forgetting that the call was still going  he wetted a cloth and cleaned the exhausted boy then himself

"Jackson promise to never leave me" jaebum said as he cuddled into the boy

"I promise" after that jaebum heard light snores indicating that jackson was sleep he couldn't help but to be Happy he was finally his

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"Mark hyung are you okay you look a little pale" yugyeom asked looking worried

"I'm fine I think I should go to sleep lock my door and don't fuck on my couch"

Mark sped walked to his room what the fuck just happened why was Jackson moaning jaebums name what about youngjae

He layed on his bed and staring at his cealing feeling something wet fall down his cheek thats when he broke down into tears remembering what jaebum said to Jackson

He didn't want that to bother him he didn't know why he was crying but he wanted it to stop he wanted jackson to hold him and whisper sweet nothings into his ear and tell him everything's okay as he fell asleep but that would never happen

"I will always forever be alone" he said barely a whisper crying himself to sleep with jackson on his mind