Fake Love

Who Do I Really Want?

I woke up to a empty bed and no sign of jaebum what the fuck how could he just fuck me and leave without saying anything

I stood up feeling the pain shoot up my back fuck I'll kill jae when his sexy ass comes back right now I need to find some pain killers

There was a note taped to my lamp with little pills and a glass of water on my night stand aww he didn't forget about me what a sweetie I took my pills and gulped the water down then I read the note

Baby I'm sorry I left unannounced jinyoung kept calling me about helping him clean up his house for a little party he's having so be ready before I get there and I love you -xoxoxo

wow who would've thought that I would end up with jaebum

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"Mark hyunnnnnng wake up and get dressed or your going to be late to jinyoungs party"

"Alright yugyeom shut up and get out" I sat up and threw the pillow at him making him scurry out of my room I could still feel the headache I got from crying too hard

I feel like lounging around in my pajamas with birthday cake flavored vodka and blue moon ice cream while watching cliche romance movies then I would cry myself to sleep again because I'm lonely and no one wants me

But I have yo suck it up and forget about the whole jackson and jaebum thing its not like I had feelings for him he was just my best friend I need to focus on seducing jinyoung and tonight is the night I let my inner hoe out!

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The party was full of people I wonder what he's throwing this party for I hope he doesn't announce that yeona's pregnant Because I dont think my heart can take that type of news

"Mark hyung long time no see you look good" I turned around and hugged my old friend mark we have the same name but we don't look the same the teachers would always get us mixed up back in highschool

"Look at you I like the pink ramen hair it suits you and where is donghyuck don't tell me you guys aren't together anymore"

Mark glared at me while blushing "of course we didn't break up he's my little diva and he's at the bar with my brother xiumin and his boyfriend jongdae what happened to that boyfriend of yours what was his name Jackson!"

"Haha very funny Jackson and me were never a thing he was and still is just my best friend and nothing more" me and Mark talked a little bit more untill donghyuck pulled him towards the dance floor

I was going to go find jinyoung but I bumped into somebody he was kinda taller than me and he had a deep voice "yah! wat-mark is that you"

"Taehyung! What the hell how long has it been oh my God you grew up what are you doing here" I hugged him tightly

"Jinyoung invited me and plus my boyfriend wanted to get out of the house once and a while"

"Wait boyfriend YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND IM SO PROUD where is he? Does Baekhyun and Chanyeol know??" Taehyung giggled

"Calm down they know and they really like him oh wait here he comes right now" a boy with dark bluish-silver hair was walking towards us he was the same height maybe one inch taller than tae he was really cute but his body was built you could tell by how his muscles flexed in his sleeveless shirt

"Kookie come here and meet an old friend of mines" he shook my hand and smiled awww I just want pinch his face he's so adorable

"Nice to meet you mark but can I steal my boyfriend away for a minute we have some unfinished business to attend in the bathroom" jungkook threw the red haired boy over his shoulder and ran to the nearest bathroom he could find horny bastards

I looked around and spotted Jackson sitting on jaebums lap while talking to jooheon and I.M fuck what he had on was sexy as hell a black blazer with nothing underneath, tight leather pants that showed off all of his curves, and a black chocker that looked like a belt this boy is going to be the death of me

"You should really close your mouth before something flies in" youngjae stood next to me holding onto a boy I have never met before hand

"Who's is this and why is he holding your hand are you and jaebum into that open relationship shit" I frowned something doesn't seem right

"Seems he found out I had a mistress and we broke up that's it that's all end of story"

"That would explain why him and jackson were fucking yesterday I knew something was up" youngjae eyes widened he looked hurt and surprised shit I guess he didn't know about them

"Good for them it's good to see him move on and jackson I just hope they're happy anyways I have to go c'mon onew" youngjae pulled the mystery man with him leading him to the basement poor youngjae but then again it is his fault for cheating

Looking for jinyoung was like playing Ispy and where's waldo hell it took me forever and I still couldn't find him it's like he disappeared off somewhere

"Markie I didn't know you were coming" jackson came out of no where hugging me from behind damn Jackson now is not the time for me to be confused about my feelings

he held my hand and lead me to the dance floor the music slowed down playing moon by Jonghyun

Gaga gripped my hips and started to grind on my ass "Follow my movement I can tell he's watching us" who the fuck is he oh wait he's talking about jinyoung i slid my body down his dropping to the floor once I came back up Jackson had his face nuzzled into my neck while I swayed my hips to the beat

"Fuck" jackson said barely a whisper his body feels so good against mines I don't want any of this to end he spinded me around hands gripping my waist tighter than before I wrapped my arms around his neck as we moved together

His hands made their way down to my ass groping them "Gaga don't stop" I said breathlessly into his ear i don't know what was happening it's like my body and mind was thinking on it's own, we were practically fucking each other instead of dancing

He kissed my ear softly "is he looking" I looked behind us to see jinyoung staring at us looking sad while jaebum looked like he was planning a million ways to murder me good because jaebum doesn't deserve jackson

Jaebum walked up to us pulling Gaga away "Alright that's enough mark get the fuck off of my boyfriend!" I pulled jackson away from jaebum "He was mines first so he belongs to me go back to youngjae bitch!"

"Stop don't fight over me it was all my fault jaebum so don't take it out on him" Jackson was grabbing at jaebums sleeve he then pushed Jackson really hard making him fall on to his ass

I don't know what possessed me to tackle jaebum and punch him in the face multiple times but nobody i mean nobody hurts my Gaga all he wanted to do was help but this asshole hurted him

Yugyeom and bam bam picked me up and held me back preventing me from doing anymore damage to jaebums pretty face younjae ran to his side making sure if he was okay while jinyoung helped jackson up

"What the actual fuck! You two need to get your shit together because last time I remembered jackson doesn't belong to anybody unless he says so! All I wanted was to have fun while yeona's annoying ass was away visiting her parents but no you fuckers had to go and fuck everything up, you know what EVERYONE GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE PARTIES OVER!" Jinyoung stomped off angrily towards his room slamming his door like and angry toddler

I hugged jackson not wanting him to leave right now he's the only thing that matters to me "Are you hurt Gaga I'm sorry things had to turn out like this it's all my fault"

"I'm fine but I need to get to jaebum before he's gets even more pissed I'll see you around mark" Jackson walked off taking his warmth with him making me question myself on who do I really want to be with

Fuck I'm such a screw up I need to fix things and I need to fix them quickly I just need to start with jinyoung first