"i chose love. i killed them"
i knew kids as an adorable living dolls
They could deceive others,
with their pleading eyes.
Those eyes i want to keep.
Mine.
For me,
kids are annoying
They made my day bad, as you are.
But still, they have a loving presence i want to keep.
Forever.
Forever?
Do 'Forever' exist?
Because of the kids,
the happiness i have, was gone
Gone as you are.
i know how you hate kids as much as you hate THEM.
i was sorry.
i let them leave from the cage.
This is the only thing i can do
To let your love, perished.
Blaming myself.
Hundred of needles.
Thousands of agony, and hatred.
Hatred?
For myself.
i hate myself for killing my angels.
'Babies, sorry if Mommy did that, that thing you didn't know. i ended your lives as Daddy threw the ring. Forgive me, babies. Mommy loves you. i hope you will understand why i need to do that. i love you, kids.'
i've never got the score i want from the mistakable plan i've done.
Backfired.
📝 A.M.
