"Derisory"
The love i have
for you my love
is countless
your sacrifice is not enough
for the years that passed.
A long time that my heart
did not belong to you.
But years, months, weeks,
days, hours, minutes, seconds
even a nanosecond of my life
shouting that i need to be
at your side.
Voice out, how much i love you.
i loved you, but i love you.
Even a linguist can't define
the meaning of my love for you
Oh! Love, not even a scientist
nor a mathematician can experiment
a formula to have an equation to solve.
Bingo!
Power and Freedom
is all mine
but the love i want
to wrap
is not mine
Give me a reason
Why i need this!
Why i need to be like this!
Stupid, innane. Yes, i am!
Sadist, masochist
i don't fuckin' care
as long as i care for myself.
Pity me?
Nah! Probably not me.
Pity you!
You're the jerk of all the jerks.
You keep on hurting me
i keep on begging
"Please! Please, love comeback to me"
but you keep on pushing me away
"I don't need you, and I've never loved you."
Ouch!
That was the best shot
Granada with a bomb shed
Sword with a pointed end
might kill you
Having this wound
that only a man can cure.
i rather want to die
than to be my remedy.
📝 A.M.
