Chapter 26: Confess

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Sally's POV

I started thinking about the stuff that happened between me and Ivan on the plane..

I wanted to tell Marcus about it but.. What if he got mad.?

Of course he's going to get mad..

He's your boyfriend stupid he's going to hate you for what you did.

I thought to myself and started tearing up.

Why.. Why does this happen.?

Me: "Agh.!"

I yell out loud and punch the wall.

Me: "Ow.!"

I yell again in pain since I punched the wall.

Then I lay on the living room floor for no reason and just think

I'm a terrible person

I don't deserve happiness

Why do I put him in pain.?

I'm a terrible girlfriend.

I need to tell him.. Now.. Not tomorrow. Not in a week. Not next week. Now.!

I get up and walk to me and Marcus' room.

I see him packing his bags and I sit on the bed.

Me: "Marcus.. I need to be honest with you."

Marcus: "what.?"

He said we a bit of attitude.. He was mad.. Or frustrated but I shrugged it off.

Me: "Marcus.. When we were on the plane.. I sat next to the twins and when I was looking out the window I felt someone's hard go on my thigh and saw that it was Ivan.. And I told him what he was doing.. He said he was sorry and stuff.. Then he confessed to me that he had feelings for me. I didn't care cause I didn't have any. But then he said that he discoverd his feeling for me when we weren't together and Jake and Tessa were fighting.. And then he asked if he could hold my hand.. I didn't want to be an asshole and say no so I just let him.. He whispered to me on my ear thank you and then I.."

I started tearing up

Me: "I.. I discovered that I.. I- I had a little bit not a lot but a little bit of feelings.."

I look at him and he just looks at me with his eyes watery.

Me: "and I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. I don't deserve happiness.. I don't deserve love.. I don't deserve friends.. And most of all.. I don't deserve you.."

I say and so many tears roll down my face..

I dig my face into my hands and start crying hard..

Then I felt two strong arms wrap around me.

Marcus: "don't cry.."

Then I remove my face from my hands and Marcus let's go of me.

Me: "your not mad.?"

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