welcome to the darker parts of my mind. this will be like a dairy of things i can't tell people. how many people i will write to i do not know. some of them i talk to about some of these things but other things i feel too pathetic about. i am rather pathetic. this is a way for me to get out my feelings, writing them down and maybe no one will read them, maybe only one person will read them but that doesn't bother me. i need to do this for me not for the reads. my enlgish teacher would die if she saw this simply because of my structure in how i am writing. but this is being written as i think it as i say it as it comes in my mind and i choose how i do it. my thoughts are being written out, sometimes they go non stop for 10 minutes without a break other days ever second word needs a stop.
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the late night thoughts that are drowning me
Randomi cant breathe. my chest is tight and everything feels wrong. you aren't here, where are you? i need you. come back. please don't leave me. the monsters are dragging me further down and its getting worse i can't see clearly everything is a blur and...
