"Come, young cat. You have much to learn." Soulstar padded away out the heather and towards whispering-forest. "Very much"
They arrive there. soulstar sniffed around then went into a cave, she then waited for Ghostpelt to catch up.
Soulstar starts winding through the passages (like its the halls in sokkio's house.) when they are at the other side of the mountain they are staring at a forest. (its beautiful)
She leads Ghostpelt through woods till they get to a small pond with a cherry blossom hanging over and she sit quietly on a rock. "Hello, Ghostpelt. I bet your wondering why you are here." She doesnt flinch or anything as a few blossoms fall on her pelt, its as if shes just a stone.
Ghostpelt sits and waits.
Soulstar flick my tail and reach my paw swiftly in the water and pull out a fish "life is like this pond and this fish, ghost. if you turn your fin the wrong way you end up with trouble, turn it the right way you dont. the pond it goes round and round in a circle. thats the circle of life, death, and reincarnation" soulstar then put the fish back in the water "and forgiveness...... have any comments?"
Ghostpelt glares at her but says nothing.
"You know you can say anything. let your heart out, say whatever is bugging you, whatever is pulling you down."
Ghostpelt hisses in annoyance and mutters something about annoying blind cats not knowing anything.
Soulstar ignores that comment "well say something"
"you will never understand cause your blind"
"no, you're blinded by misunderstandment. I might be 11 years old and blind by I am also the wisest cat around here. I LET frostclan steal our prey because they were starving I LET shadestar give shadeclan that part of the moor because I UNDERSTAND they starving I UNDERSTAND we are kin I UNDERSTAND we are all the same no matter our disabilities." claws scrape the stone as she turn on you "any comments NOW......?"
"you dont get it at all since your blind! you dont see what every other clan sees! you dont see their hate and fear!"
"you dont get a single thing am saying do you? i DO understand, ghostpelt." soulstar flicked her tail
"you dont see anything! do you even know what its like to see a kit terrified of you. or hate from a cat you have never met?"
"you dont understand the way i DO see i see every thing you see except i dont see the way you do
"do you see color?"
"no i fell viberations to know who, and what, is where and is doing what. like right now your standing up by that baby pine"
"then you dont see why they are scared. why do you even try..."
"ok then mr. mcsmarters..... why are they scared why are they afraid?" soulstar waited for your reply
"because my left eye is blood red and my right eye is blood red with white lines like spiderwebs"
"thats not why"
"you think that's all they are scared of? a cat with eyes such as mine should not exist."
"you know there's such thing as a cat who wandered into shadow-woods. did you happen to do that? because that happens to all cats that do." soulstar flicked her tail
"you dont know? no one told you? my very soul was born in shadow-woods... it is said that a kit was still-born but after 3 hrs the kit began to breath... from that very moment my eyes were red."
soulstar already knew the story "and? you know i can fix this? do you want to be feared for no reason for your life or do you want this fixed for your life?"
"i should be dead. the eyes are not the cost." thinks back to all that i have seen... every cat that dies, i can see how they died and what they felt
"i know how to fix this all" soulstar hissed growing impatient with you finally
"can you?" thinks of having peace for once.
"yes but we will have to wait a few days for the full moon. until then you can continue being you before this is all fixed up" soulstar pointed her nose towards shadow-woods "the moonflower is near there and on the full moon it has bigger powers then the other clans even know"
walks away thinking: no... its not posible to fix this. she probably just wants me gone, just like everyone else... well i will show them that they need me. walks away from the territories of the clan
Soulstar knew that some day it would come and she turned her old body towards home. Soulstar's limbs were making her limp alittle but she ignored it as her leg got gashed open deep and long. She just headed home
