cemetery drive -ferard-

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what if i fell to the floor couldn't take this anymore what would you do, do do?

come break me down bury me bury me, i am finished with you

what if i wanted to fight beg for the rest of my life what would you do?

you say you wanted more what are you waiting for? im not running from you

come break me down, bury me bury me, i am finished with you

look in my eyes youre killing me, killing me all i wanted was you

i tried to be someone else but nothing seemed to change i know now this is who i really am inside

my phone turned on and started playing thirty seconds to mars no one was in my room but me and it was 2 am. ray would've been asleep. i sang this to Gerard the other day too. i was really confused but i turned it off and went back to sleep. it started playing a second time but now it was 3 am, i looked around my room but sweet-pea was the only other living thing in there, other than me.

"goddamn you Jared letto stop i need to sleep."

so i turned it off again and deiced to stay awake i laid on my back staring at the ceiling. nothing was happening so i started drifting off, until i heard a book fall to the floor. i got out of bed and tip toed over to my bookshelf, i picked up the book and saw the cover from the streetlight outside my window. the book was "it".

"what the hell, is this someones sick joke?"

i opened my bedroom window and looked all around the only person i saw was Gerard's brother Mikey

"hey mikes."

"hey frank go to bed, sleeping is good for you and i know we both have problems after the accident but you need some rest."

"yea thanks kid now go home and get some rest yourself okay mikes."

"alright frank, g'night."

"night."

i watched Mikey walk towards his house then i closed my bedroom window. i put the book back and fell into my bed trying to listen to Mikey. But I couldn't sleep, I was trying to think of reasons why these things could be happening now. Like the book I read to him, the song, what next his sweater is going to end up on my floor! I drifted off again, but I felt a little nudge on my shoulder. I looked at the end of my bed and sweet pea still haven't moved from her spot, I started to feel scared. I curled up in a ball and moved onto the corner of my bed closest to my wall. I hid under the covers pretending like that would save me from fucking Satan, but it was whatever, I felt somewhat safe.

I drifted off, I had a dream but it seemed unusual. Gerard and I were sitting in front of his grave, we held each others hand. And I asked him why he had to go but all he did was turn to ash and dust. Then I woke up to see sweet pea wasn't at the foot of my bed anymore. I sat up and looked around my room, I was feeling...something, more like the presence of someone. Someone was here but I couldn't see them or at least hear them. Anxiety isn't really helping me now,
"What if someone's gonna eat your intestines while your still alive?!"
"Stay in bed and put the cover over you head you'll be protected then! Just go back to bed!"
"Your gonna fucking die."
I walked over to my window and opened it and stuck my head out, no Mikey, no ray. When I closed it I felt a breath on my back and it felt like someone ran their fingers down my spine.
I jumped back into my bed and covered myself with blankets and pillows then fell asleep until the next morning...

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(Sorry for all the cliff hangers on all my stories!!! But I'm glad to be back <3 - Asher