Your mind is more than strange.
You are strange.
Why do you say that? That's rude... I just don't understand you.
Why should you, you're stupid...
No, I'm not!
Yes, you are. Just look at you, how you are fighting with youself about such a stupid thing, you stupid.
... you're right.
One day your mind is full of colors, you can feel, see, smell and taste them how they come together and create a wonderful beauty called joy, happiness, life.
But then there are others,
where your mind is as dark as an never ending nightmare and attacks you with words sharper than a knife.
Those words cut deep and leave deep scars, which will cause a long lasting pain, invisible to anyone who doesn't want to see, who doesn't care...
Why do we feel lonely even though many people surround us?
You do have friends, but why don't you wanna tell them your worries?
Why do you comfort them while you're crying and they don't know?
Why can't we feel safe with someone?
Why can't we receive what we give?
And why the hell can't we feel or be free? Why are there so many things that push us down?
Why do we handcuff ourselves with stupid rules that don't make any sense?
Why are humans so complicated?
We create rules where there shouldn't be any.
We create prejudices before thinking straight.
And we are upset when someone judges us.
Why is loving someone so complicated nowadays?
We are so afraid of getting our hearts torn into peaces that we don't dare to make a step forward.
Why can't we just live?
Why do some people make some lives not worth living?
And why can't we change?
