Storybrooke Scandal - A SwanQueen story

Panic

~*~ Emma's pov ~*~  

Killian and I were walking on the beach early in the morning as we watched the sunrise on the Jolly Roger earlier only to take a stroll afterwards. I always enjoyed watching the sun rise as a new day always gave me hope that this one might be better than the last. Hook and I were holding hands as we walked until I suddenly heard my phone ring loudly.
"Bloody hell, Swan. Who would need you this early in the morning." Killian said and I chuckled.
"I am the Sheriff after all... Who knows." I said and frowned as I looked at the screen, 'Regina' flashing on the display. "Regina, what's up?" I answered the phone and was immediately bombarded with a tidalwave of words that I couldn't really make out what they said other than the words: Robin, angry and sex. I lifted a brow and bit my lip.
"Regina, I honestly can't understand if you speak too fast, slow down. What is going on."
"It's Robin... He knows Emma!" My eyes widened as she said those words, but before it could really sink in I was suddenly verbally assaulted again, but this time by Robin.

"You're a fucking whore you know that! I can't believe what you're doing... How long have you two been screwing around?! Tell me Emma..." Robin yelled at me. I gasped and put the phone away before taking a few steps back.
"Robin, please... Don't do this." I tried to defend myself and held up my hands to show him I didn't mean any harm. He came at me anyway. Killian quickly stepped in however and held the man back.
"Wow, easy now mate. What Is going on, what are you blabbering about? I can tell you're angry, but I doubt Emma has anything to do with it." He smiled at me and I just smiled back sadly. I did have something to do with it.
"Will you tell him or should I?" Robin looked at me sternly and I sighed. This had quickly went from a peaceful morning to a damn mess and now I found myself between a wall and a hard place.
"Tell me what?" Hook asked and looked at me again. "Emma?" He asked and I shook my head. I couldn't tell him. I just couldn't.
"Regina and Emma are cheating on us." Robin chuckled coldly. "With each other." He finished and looked from Killian to me. Hook took a step back and looked at me while covering his mouth. It was silent for a while before he asked his question.
"Is it true?" He asked. I could tell he was angry, and quite frankly, I didn't blame him. I would be angry too if I found out my husband was cheating on me with his best friend. I nodded slowly and spoke softly. The wind carrying my words to the two of them.
"Yes, it's true."

It was silent again for a long time. None of us moved, none of us dared to move as we all knew that this would get out of hand really fast. Killian was the first to speak again and shook his head.
"Shit, Swan..." He said and balled his fist, pressing it against his mouth before pointing at me. "Were you ever going to tell me?" I shook my head.
"We never meant for it to get out." I spoke softly. "No one was supposed to know. It's just the two of us... We have sex, that's it." I reasoned, but as I spoke I realized I was only digging my grave deeper and making this way worse.
"Well that's more than I'm getting. I can't believe I fell for it. I married Regina because I loved her, do you realize what you've done?!" Robin yelled at me and I snapped.
"We were together before you even met her! We were together before I even met you!" I looked at Killian and shook my head. "You don't understand at all... Either of you. We just have sex, it's always been like that. We're OK like this, it's you two that made this worse!" I started crying. "It's because of you two that we have to hide even more now."
"If the two of you were fucking then why didn't you just marry each other instead of trapping us in a loveless marriage?! I love you Swan, why did you do this to me? I changed for you, for us!"
"No... Killian, no... You pushed me into it. I never wanted to marry you, but I can't say no to your damn smile and your pirate ways... You trapped yourself. I never wanted any of this! I never wanted you..."