Roses Of Memories (#Wattys2018)

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We all have been through what we see as the complete worst.

Firstly, before even beginning this road, here's one thing I would personally always tell myself and I believe would help most of you.

You, you're a whole human. You've lived for years. You've got through some tough crap.
You've got millions and millions of cells fighting daily to keep you healthy. To keep you alive. You've got a future ahead, whether you believe it or not. You truly do. You've got dreams to come and if you give up now, there's no way they'll come true.

You've got so many organs and tissues fighting for you to stay strong. To live your life and make memories. So please, don't let anyone or anything ever take that but of hope you in.

Cause no matter how lonely or even miserable you feel at times, we can all admit there's at least one good thing in our lives.

Remember it, and be grateful for it. Whether it's loving parents, a best friend, a house, a good education etc. People would wish for it.

Maybe sometimes, if you really looked into it, you have someone who really does loves you. Someone who would feel absolutely horrible if something had happened to you. Who would never wish to see you in pain. Maybe that's what stresses you out, but hold onto it and let it shine the happiness that's somewhere there in you. And for those people who wish to see you in pain, be grateful for them too. Trust me when I say this, everything happens for a reason. Everything affects everything. The pain they put you through will affect them one day. It grew you into a stronger person. Even if you cry, or even hope to die, you do live after it and show them who's winning.

Know that, in order to move on, you have to admit that this is your life, your destiny and what's been done is done. Stay strong and don't live in the past.

Don't let your dark past have an influence on you. The good times were made for you to be strong in the bad ones.

It's too early now to have it all end. To have it all gone.

Many people were too early, one in particular very dear to me, did so. Yet if he would've seen his funeral, how everyone was crying over his death, how everyone had an extremely hard time, he wouldn't have done it. He was a Korean singer. He was a celebrity. Nobody has everything. Some people just accept it, and some don't. Nobody loses, some just leave.

Yet, they don't get to get their award for waiting, he never got his award. So please, don't do the same.

You have so much to live for. Your heart is beating, your eyes are reading this, your mind is understanding all this. Just like it did this, you heart will beat, your eyes will see, and your mind will understand, so many other important things.

So don't be too early. There's much more to come.