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「 april 15th, 2013 」

dear rosemary,
i'm crying.

lately that's all i've been doing. crying like my tears will bring you back. like they're going to fill the hole in my chest that just keeps aching. i didn't sleep last night. i couldn't. because every time i close my eyes i see you jumping off that building. and you know what? i deserve that rose. i don't deserve the 'it's not your fault's' or the 'i'm sorry's'. it's my fault that you're dead. i was the one up there on that roof. i was the one who just couldn't save you.

yesterday i told your parents that i was sorry, but really i was sorry for more things than a couple words can convey.

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