「 june 21st, 2013 」
dear rosemary,
all the pictures we took together on your camera were on there. that's how i want to remember you, smiling, laughing, and happy. with me. like you were. like we were.
what happened to the days where we would laugh until we cried at our own jokes and spend all night talking to each other and study for tests together and rant about life and talk about politics and take pictures of each other and eat lunch together at school and drive around blasting music with the windows down and fuck fuck fuck i just want you back and no one understands rose, no one understands how much it hurt how much it still hurts to think about it to think about you jumping off that roof telling me that that was the only way out, your only way out and i wish i could have helped you and i just wish i just could have save you but i couldn't because i'm me and i always fuck things up rose and i always mess up and nothing makes sense anymore rose, nothing at all because i keep trying to be okay but i'm not okay because my best friend is six feet underground and it still hurts rose, i'm still hurting rose and i keep waiting for the pain to go away but it doesn't rose and i just want to be okay but i'm not and i'm lost rose i don't know what to do anymore rose and i
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Teen Fiction" after she loses her best friend rosemary to suicide, kate decides to writes letters to rose that might just help her heal. " 「 #108 in short story #367 in spiritual...
