My Best Friend Bully ||✓|| Wattys 2017

VI-I'm sorry

James's POV

I can see the hatred in her eyes. I can't see this anymore. She slaps my hand away from her. She's about to cry. I look down with guilt. "I-I'm sorry", I say. She yells, "Stop it, just stop it". I'm a terribly bad person. I want her to listen to me. I'm here to apologise. I don't think she'll like it. I want my friendship back. Our friendship back.

Soon tears roll down her chin. She looks ahead. I then say softly gathering all the courage, "I'm sorry Jenna" I halt. She doesn't give a move and continues to look ahead. I complete, "I know I was a bad person but please Jenna listen to me". The next sentence I say it in one go without stopping. "Give me a chance Jenna. I'll make it better. Everything".

I turn and cup her face. She gives a blank expression looking down. "I'm sorry", I say again and lean my head towards hers. But this doesn't last long and Jenna pushes me behind. I stumble backwards. She's crying out loud and screaming at me.

"You think it's a joke after ruining my life. You think it's easy to fix this. I hate you. I hate you and will always hate you. Just go".

I notice the red mark on her forehead. It seems the blood has dried but it's still paining. I can't see her broken, and the reason is me. I just cannot take it anymore. I make a move and walk away from there. I am crying inwardly. She has no idea how much she affects me. I clench my fist. I hate myself and this feeling. I want to punish myself. I turn back and shout at her from behind, "I'll get you back". She doesn't respond to this. I continue to walk to my car. I lean onto my car for a moment.

All the scenes play in my head like a reel. Everything that happened minutes back. Enough.I punch on my car top really hard making myself groan in pain. I can feel my knuckles bleeding to it. I have hurt her. I'm the reason of her tears. I don't have the courage to turn and look at her now. I hurriedly sit in the driving seat and drive fast.

I can't see anything ahead. Just her face. I drive faster tightening my grip to the steering. I can't take this feeling anymore. I just can't. Involuntary tears roll down my eyes. I don't want to cry. I'm not that weak. My vision is blurred. My mind is still filled by her. My hands want to touch her and hug her.

All these thoughts run in my mind when I realise I break the red signal. I can sense something bad. Something really bad. Just then, I hear loud honk from my right. I blink my eyes fast. I see headlights beaming to me making my vision block. Before I can't think any further, something hits me. My mind is stopped.I can still hear the echo of that loud thud. I find myself helpless. I close my eyes to just take that. Every part of my body feels heavy. I gently lie there every part of my body hurts. I feel numb but something is still flashing in front of my eyes making me smile through the pain.

Her pleasant face smiling at me.

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A/N

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