Why? [Jikook]

6

(This took longer because I'm writing another book too)

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It hurt. The pain he felt couldn't escape him. It wrapped it's hands around his neck and strangled him--or that's what it felt like. Jimin may have been overreacting a little bit. He knew he would be over it, and Taehyung was probably thinking of someone else at the moment. That kind of hurt too. He needed to get his mind off of it.

It pained him to see Yoongi so mad at him. But being with him yesterday made him feel like maybe his older friend felt better about him. He began to realise that it was over Jungkook. Jimin almost couldn't believe what he was thinking but he was right. He knew that too.

Jimin knew almost right away that Jungkook has feelings for him, and he made it quite obvious through Vlive or in daily life. He didn't know how he felt about it, but he knew that he liked being with him and teasing him. Maybe... No. He still wasn't over Taehyung. He couldn't admit what he actually felt.

Today was the end of their two day break, and they had to practice for over 9 hours. That wasn't anything new. Jimin was up to it. He didn't like not exercising.

Before practice, they had the chance to eat or sleep more, etc. Jimin decided to go and see what Jungkook was up to, they were good friends, after all.

He found him in Jimin's bed, sleeping. He was on the floor earlier because he passed out while just laying there talking. So it kind of surprised him. But Jungkook looked really cute, mouth slightly open... And wearing Jimin's clothes that he lent him. Since he felt slightly tired, he got onto his bed and snuggled into Jungkook's chest. He was warm and it was really comfortable. It didn't take him long to fall asleep.

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Jungkook woke up, not aware of the other person in the bed with him, and when he did, he almost jumped and ran. It was Jimin, and he couldn't help but enjoy the physical contact... until he heard someone open the door. He decided to pretend to be asleep.

"Aw... Tae, look at them." He heard Hoseok's voice say. He felt Jimin squirm and he pinched him to stay still.

"We should leave them and see what they have to say when they are late." Taehyung whispered back. Hoseok giggled at that. They walked out and shut the door.

"They aren't very nice." Jimin yawned. Jungkook smiled.

"Well, we should get ready, you know." He told him. Jimin nodded and hugged him. He got up soon after and Jungkook followed.

They were one of the first to arrive. Hoseok and Taehyung gave them a confused look before continuing to talk or get ready.

Practice began and it was pretty difficult for Jimin, or so he noticed. After their last song they did, Not Today, Jungkook went up to him and pulled him off to the side.

"Are you okay? Please be honest, Jimin-hyung." He asked, worry suga coating his words.

"I'm fine." He responded with the worst fake smile Jungkook had ever seen. Even though it was warm, he pulled him into a hug. Jimin smelled amazing though he was sweating.

"Don't lie to me hyung..." Jungkook felt Jimin start to sob into his shirt. "Um... Let's go somewhere else. People will start to worry." They went outside into the dark, where no one happened to be.

"Tell me everything hyung." Jungkook looked him straight into the eyes.

"Okay. Please don't get mad at me?" He nodded. "Okay. I don't know how I feel anymore. Taehyung doesn't like me-well I guess you already knew that. But it really hurts." He began to cry again. "I-I don't know if I like you or if I'm just hurting or-" He suddenly shoved himself into Jungkook's chest.

It wrenched his heart to see Jimin in such a bad state, and everything else that was effecting him, it caused him to start crying. They had a tight grip on each other.

"If we are gonna confess things, can I?" I've he heard a suppressed "N-ne..." Jungkook continued. "I like you a lot hyung. Y-you don't have to love me back right away. There is no p-pressure. Figure yourself out. It takes time to get over someone."

Jimin hugged him even tighter, if that was even possible. Jungkook almost couldn't breath, but he knew Jimin needed this. Jungkook kissed the top of his head, and they stayed like this tell the backdoor opened. They released each other. It was Hoseok.

"Ah! I'm sorry I keep walking in on things!" He almost ran but Jimin spoke up because Jungkook was confused.

"It's okay hyung." He giggled, trying to cover up the fact he had been crying. Luckily, it was too dark to see anything and Hoseok wasn't paying attention to it.

"Namjoon needed to see you guys. Both." He did the "I'm watching you two" thing before waving and left.

"Hyung?" Jimin said, getting closer and looking up to get eye contact. "Thank you... So much." He gave him a peck, and grabbed Jungkook's hand. "Let's go see what he wants."

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I was pretty happy with this chapter... It was fun to write. Expect another one soon.
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