Why? [Jikook]

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I'm upset because now I have three BTS biases-Jungkook, Suga, and Jimin.

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"Hey dude, you are just staring into space. Yoongi just said he needed to talk to you in his room." Taehyung told him. Jimin sighed, not really wanting to confront him alone. But he knew that if he didn't, it would be suspicious due to the fact he would bring Jungkook.

He headed over to his room, slowly. Jimin was wasting as much time as he could. When he made it there, he opened the door to see Yoongi on his phone. He looked up immediately.

"Shut the door." Yoongi plainly told him. Jimin hesitated.

"Why should I trust you?" He questioned, knowing that he could be hurt physically and mentally at any moment.

"Jimin, do you think you could trust anyone? Just for a little bit." Yoongi persuaded, and Jimin couldn't help but feel uneasy. He did trust people, but Yoongi hit him in a bad place.

"Fine. But don't try anything." Jimin sat down next to him, going against everything he thought was right. Yoongi put his phone down.

"Why did you leave me? Why did you think Taehyung was better for you?" The older began, and considering everything, Jimin felt slightly bad.

"I didn't know who I loved... Honestly, I still don't. I gave up everything I had with you to find what I wanted, but it apparently wasn't him. You were really important to me, you still are, it's just... different now, you know? I shouldn't have left you at the time, it was my fault. I'm sorry." Jimin explained, feeling a little lighter. Though he lied about not knowing who he loved, he definitely was sorry. He was selfish.

"Taehyung used Hoseok. I heard him talking with Jungkook, and they got in a fight. It was in your favor, I guess." He grabbed Jimin's hand, and he didn't pull away. He held it tighter, in fact.

"Are you sorry? For what you did?" Jimin asked, curiosity filling his every thought.

"Of course I am. I was slightly drunk, but I still missed you. You broke my heart, even though my pride doesn't want me to admit it." Yoongi continued. "I shouldn't have acted... It's just difficult to lose someone like you." Jimin nodded at his words.

"What do you mean? Losing someone like me?" He questioned.

"You are such an amazing significant other. You were supportive, cuddly, just awesome. Even though I'm not much of a skinship person, you brought that out of me." Jimin realised how much of that he hasn't given to Jungkook. He needed to be better.

"I did miss you for awhile. I thought I was just insane... Because I loved more than one person." Jimin chuckled, and he received a hum in return.

"That's good to hear. I thought you were being a jerk." This made Jimin giggle even more. As much as he hated him, he loved Yoongi so much.

He really did want to tell him about Jungkook and him, but Yoongi would end up telling Hoseok. Their friendship was pretty close.

"Jimin... I'm just... Ugh. I'm... Okay. I can't talk today." Yoongi shifted a little bit. He seemed slightly nervous.

"Hey, hyung, it's okay. Give me a hug." Jimin stood up, opening his arms up. Yoongi hesitated, then stood up and hugged back. It was nice, and he felt like he could stay there forever. This was something he needed, something that made him trust and make him continue to love Yoongi. As a friend, still a little more, though. He wasn't over what they had, even though Jungkook was his one and only.

"I know that you and Jungkook are together. You don't have to lie." He said into his ear.

"Please don't say anything. I trust you now." Jimin pleaded while whispering.

"It's cool. Just keep it hidden with the others then. I doubt they would care, it's just up to you guys." He whispered back.

They heard someone start to walk over, but this didn't make them pull away. What did, though, was Jungkook gasping dramatically and crossing his arms.

"What is this?" He looked really jealous. "You are such a liar. You let him kiss you, didn't you Jimin?"

"Kookie, I did not. He just apologized." Jimin got closer and tried to reassure him, but it didn't work.

"None of this should be happening. Why wasn't I here for this? Jimin, I really thought for a moment that you cared." Jungkook looked hurt, and Jimin didn't know what to say. So Jungkook continued. "Just go with him then. If you love him so much that you'll let him kiss you and hug you when I'm not there."

"You are misunderstanding, Jungkook. You are overreacting." Yoongi told him.

"I don't think I am. Yoongi even said to me he loved you, couldn't stop thinking about you. I shouldn't have took that away from you, hyung." Jungkook sneered, giving Jimin a glare. "If you loved him so much-"

Jimin interrupted him. "He is my friend! I left him for Taehyung, and you know how that went!" Jungkook's face turned from angry to sad.

"Why didn't you tell me about this before? Why didn't I know about it?" Jungkook demanded.

"You didn't tell him about you and Taehyung. Why should he tell you about him and I?" Yoongi answered for him. Jimin looked at Jungkook, shocked.

"Who told you that?!" Jungkook looked as stunned as him.

"Hoseok, duh. Which he was told by Tae, obviously." Yoongi said.

"There is a lot of things going on between you and Hoseok that I don't think I wanna know." Jimin went off topic, quietly to himself. Yoongi hit him.

"Jungkook, there is nothing going on. Jimin loves you, a lot. You are a great guy. I'm not saying that to flatter you, I just think you are good for him. I'm gonna go before I'm in the middle of something I shouldn't be." Yoongi picked up his phone, leaving his own room. "I don't guarantee that Jin won't come home from his date with Namjoon for a little bit, so you might wanna go to Jungkook's room."

Jungkook smiled sadly at him. "I'm sorry. Please, come here." He hugged the younger tightly. Jungkook held the nape of his neck, pulling him in. Jimin has his head in Jungkook's neck, feeling really comfortable.

"Can we tell each other everything from now on?" Jimin asked, and Jungkook hummed.

"That would probably be a good idea." His boyfriend agreed. "I love you, baby boy."

"I love you too, Kookie."

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Well I wrote this in a day whoops.