"Defination: Love? Life?" TEI TS

Chapter 1~ It Hurts! (Unedited)

Note: Too many errors in this chapter.

“Love: Defination?” TEI (Chapter 1)

Twinkle's POV:

I stood infront of Kunj nervously. I was so nervous today! Wanna know why? Cause I was going to confess my feelings to Kunj. Am I doing correct? Ummm… But I just wanna confess my feelings towards him… But still I will!

Twinkle's POV ends!

Twinkle gathered some Courage and said, “I wanna say something… Ummm…. Kunj I lo… Like you… I like you more than a friend! Kunj I want to be with you for the rest of my life.”
“But Twinkle! I like you too but as afriend! Nothing more!” Kunj said avoiding eye contact. Twinkle looked at him with pain and ran from there crying. Kunj’s eyes too starts to water.

Kunj’s POV:

Twinkle I m sorry to hurt you.. I m really guilty for breaking ur heart. I m hurt too. But it’s good for both us. I can’t see Yuvraj hurt. He is mylife. After my parents left me alone,he was the one who loved me unconditionally. He took me to his house from orphanage. Nothing is in front of his love. Then how can I break his heart. I can even die for him but will never let him go through this pain. The pain of loosing ur loved one. I can feel the pain, as I m also going through it. But for Yuvraj, I can bear everything.

“But what about Twinkle? Won’t she feel the same pain? Won’t her tears effect you? Don’t u love her?” My heart questioned my brain.

“I love her but not more than Yuvraj! I know she would feel bad but she has Yuvraj. I know he would keep her happy always which I can’t. I don’t even have a house to live, not even a caring parents, money… nothing, I have none! Yuvraj has everything. I know he would keep her happy.” My brain said consoling my brokenheart.

Kunj’s POV ends!
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Yuvraj’s POV:

I saw Twinkle running out of the music room, but was she crying? Yea she was crying. I followed her.I came to our college garden where I saw her crying vigorously. My heart clenched with the sight of her crying. I can bear anything in this world but not her tears. I went to her and kept my palm on her shoulder. She turned towards me and hugged me tight. She kept on weeping. I didn’t know what was the reason for her cries but I won’t leave the person who made her cry. After sometime she broke the hug and wiped the the remaining tears. She was now calmed.“Why where you crying Twinkle?”, I asked to which she looked at me.
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“But how can he break ur heart! I won’t leave him” I asked when she ended her part of story. When she told abt the person she liked broke my heart into millions pieces. But still I stood strong for her. I m feeling like punching hard on his face who broke her!

“Who is the person?” I asked her angrily.

“I won’t tell!” She said faintly.

“Twinkle, swear on me and tell me who is the person!” I asked her placing her palm above my head.

“Yuvraj…” Twinkle said requesting but I cut her half.

“Twinkle swear on me!”

“Kunj!” She said looking down. Kunj I won’t leave him. Wait what? KUNJ! No he can’t do that! He won’t break anyone’s heart!

“No Twinkle! I know u r lying”

“That is why I didn’t spoke his name before. I don’t want to break ur friendship”

“But Twinkle…”

“Its okay Yuvraj! Leave it!” She said leaving the park but I stopped her holding her wrist.

“I won't let anyone hurt you including Kunj!” I said to which she turned and looked at me shocked.

“But why? Why it matters to you?” Twinkle asked amused.

“It matters Twinkle, it matters because I love you” I said, I didn’t from where I got this much of courage but I confessed my love toher. I couldn’t held back my feelings anymore.I can see her shocked.

I continued, “since when I don’t know but I love you! I can’t live without you! And mostly I can’t see you crying!”

Yuvraj’s POV ends!
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Twinkle’s POV:

“It matters Twinkle, it matters because I love you”

“since when I don’t know but I love you! I can’t live without you! And most importantly I can’t see you crying!”

This words kept ringing in my ears. Did he just said that he loves me?
“I know Twinkle that you don’t loveme but I can wait for you! Just give me one chance so that I can make you fall for me!” He said bringing my senses back. I didn’t know what to say. I stood numb.

“Answer me Twinkle?” He said.

Should I give him a chance? Kunj didn’t loved me and it hurts me but if I do same with him, won’t he be hurt? No I can’t let him go through the pain which I m going through.

“Yuvraj, I don’t love you but I can give you a chance to make me fall for you!” I said to which he smiled brightly.

“I love you Twinkle! I love you so much!" He said hugging me tight and I hugged him back.

Twinkle’s POV ends!
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Kunj’s POV:

I stood hiding behind a tree in the park watching Yuvraj and Twinkle hugging each other. I overheard everything and was happy for both of them. To be frank, I m feeling really bad seeing both of them hugging. why can’t I feel bad? The girl whom I loved the most is going to be someone else’s soon! Wish! I could be the person hugging her there. But I know, I can only wish, it won’t come true ever. I love you Twinkle! I will love you always. I m happy that u got Yuvraj. He will keep you happy. I thought wiping my tears. I want someone to hug me and console but I have none. This mere thought brought tears in my eyes. I saw them approaching towards me, I mean the gate of the park. I quickly left from there.
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I stood leaning on one of the doors in our college corridor, starring at the pillar, looking at particularly nothing. That is when I noticed Twinkle and Yuvraj walking through the corridor. As soon as I them. They too looked at me. Twinkle clenched yuvraj’s hand tightly and believe it made me sad.“Yuvraj….” I began, but they just left ignoring me as if I m none to them. It broke me. I m correct, what I m to them? Yuvraj’s friend who broke his beloved’s heart and abt Twinkle, it was expected. To be honest, it really hurts, the two persons whom I love the most, just ignored me! It badly pricked my heart. I felt as if someone stabbed my heart So hard! I felt my heart bleed. I want someone who can understand my pain! God! God this tears! Why can’t they just stop. They starts flowing everytimeI think abt Twinkle!
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