"Defination: Love? Life?" TEI TS

Chapter 3~ Because of me!

Kunj's POV:

"Dear Kunj,

Don't be upset with me, after reading this!

I m sorry but I will have to leave! Yes, I m leaving to london, not forever, but after five to six years of me there!

On the serious note Kunj, I never knew you loved me so much! Sorry, no sorry, I read your diary when you had left it in my home before three weeks or more. How can you do that, huh? Sacrifice? Like seriously? Just for me?

I m sorry dude, just because of me you are away from Twinkle! Yes, I agree I love Twinkle but not in the cost of your sacrifice. That's it, I have said what I wanted to say, okay... Not all but some...

I'm leaving for london, leaving you and Twinkle behind, so that you both can complete your story without me in between. Plz forgive me for my deeds.

I m leaving my beloved, Twinkle, to you. Promise me that you would take care of her and urself. Tell her that I was just joking around her, so that, she won't feel guilty.

I wish that you would Make her your's forever.

Yours,
Yuvraj"

Reading his last letter again, I kept it back in my dairy. I still feel guilty for my mistake. The biggest regret of my life, leaving my dairy in his room. Today, he would have been here if I hadn't committed the mistake I actually did.

Just because of me, Yuvraj left us, because of me, Twinkle is in pain.
I m reason behind Mr. and Mrs. Luthra's grief. I m just too bad.

Rubbing the back of my hair, I closed my eyes and looked outside my window. The sky feels so calm, with birds chirping sounds ringing in my ears. Looking at my watch, it was still 8:30 a.m. , I got dressed up in a white T's and blue buttoned up shirt with Dark blue jeans.

I looked at mirror and the whole one month replayed in my mind.

After Yuvraj left the world, Twinkle was in depression. I was in too much shock to respond about her health until I found the letter in Yuvraj's Room. It was written on the day of his Accident. According to the letter, he got to know about my feelings towards Twinkle, he was going to leave us alone, which I seriously didn't like. But the plan turned out wrong, instead he left the world.

What could be more worst than this?

I keep reading the letter every morning because it makes me feel that Yuvraj is beside me, it gives me hope.

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I arrived at Taneja Mansion. I knocked the door and Leela Aunty opened the door. We had some basic talks before I asked her about Twinkle. She said me to go to Twinkle.

I climbed the stairs, moving towards her room I opened the door, only to find her sitting on the chair beside the window, staring at something interesting outside the window, I guess.

I went to her and simply stated a "Hii!", which caused her to jump out in surprise, this simple antics of her make me fall for her all over again. I sat in the chair, infront of her.

"Hey!" She whispered, turned her head again to the same position which she was in, before I disturbed her. I kept staring at her. Although her face looks so pale, but she still looks so Gorgeously beautiful. She turned towards me and for one or two second we held eyes.

I ever so slowly took her hand in mine, which caused her to look at me. Now, I m not able to control myself, I m going to confess her.that I love her.